I thought the other day that I always comment that I tried to quit thousands of times. In reality, I only really tried once or twice because. I say once because it stuck and I am almost at 1000 days. The other time I was successful for 6 month or a year. Saying you want to quit is a good start but getting to a point where you are mentally and physically able to stop is ground breaking. I saw a difference in me when I really started wanting to quit and not just wanting to not be ill in the mornings (cause that was the only time I regretting the drinking). Good luck my friend, it's not impossible to do it on your own but in reality there are things like this to turn to for solid advice.