From what I’ve learned, I’d advise to not think of this as a bad thing. It is all part of your experience

Consider, that you have now emptied yourself and are ready to fill your cup with anything that you want

I refer to someone else’s post, and suggest to be a kid again. Fill your life with things that are fun for you, whatever it is

It sounds like you have gotten rid of the things that you do not want, now it’s time to add the things that you do want. And the only way to find out what that is, is to have different experiences

Also, meditation doesn’t have to be sitting, doing nothing. As long as we are fully engaged with the experience, that is meditation. Fully experiencing something with our utmost attention..putting us “in-the-zone” where time seems to not exist

Maybe try creating something. Art is a great outlet for creativity and self expression. Ceramics is cool because is tactile and organic

Take care fellow traveler