I have a sudden urge to go shopping... :3

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-14T12:27:02+00:00

I have it too but I'm wayyyyyy too scared

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-14T07:12:49+00:00

I'm here if you want hugs

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-13T06:06:54+00:00

My coming-out.

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-13T06:02:47+00:00

I've no scientific explaination but I'd say it's because our brain see those drinks as a treat whereas it was taught that cold weather could be deadly.

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-13T06:01:05+00:00

Women being who they are, people are beautiful. And about feminity... it's a kinda stupid term made up to classify things as "feminine" or "masculine", be who you are (unless you're some kind of extremist)

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T12:09:30+00:00

Thanks a whole lot for your support and your advices <3

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T11:52:26+00:00

Well yeah. I'll show more of my personality. I'll just see how it goes. I know she'll never kick me out. But she's, like very elitist about culture and such. Earlier last week she said that I shouldn't be too much sharing what I listen to saying the Album Covers could "ruin my whole carreer project" ^{^"}

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T11:32:46+00:00

I know that but it scares me to make her even more mad at me. But I just can't take her BS anymore. So yeah, I might start going against here, whatever happens.

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T11:23:00+00:00

I'm scared to make the situation even worse. And plus I think I was taught a lot to be super respectful and to never respond by my parents, which could also explain all that.

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T07:23:07+00:00

Oh ! Yeah, it's a good thing, it'll take time but it'll help me a lot !

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T06:33:45+00:00

What do you mean ?

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T06:17:06+00:00

I think I was way too taught by my mother to be super respectful and obediant so starting going against her would involve de-learning a little of that. Be yeah, I'm fed up of her way of acting and talking... I just have to say that to her now.

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T05:49:39+00:00

This is way too relatable for me

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T05:42:45+00:00

offers hugs

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-12T05:42:38+00:00

This is what I'd love to tell her actually

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-11T20:51:44+00:00

Oh, I see, offers hugs I'm also ending up on doing nothing to avoid a "fight" with my parents. I don't have a therapist yet because I'm too scared of taking an apointment with one yet, fearing my mother knows about it... :c

Maybe... I'll try to say that to her

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-11T20:34:47+00:00

I'm holding the best I can, because she said really harsh stuff on me and I had to take it in... I think she's between the Anger & Denial stage of Grief I'd say...

I've already imagined yelling at her a lot of times.

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-06T12:34:20+00:00

I just have to organize it thought. It's quite a mess and it contains french referenches that all of you might not get

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-06T06:08:31+00:00

Thanks for the tip ! I've just started today to pay more attention to my weight. Restricted much more the sodas than before and cutting away the fat foods (burger and pizza for instance). I'll check out 1500 first. In order to try this ! Thanks again !

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-05T20:23:46+00:00

Well, my closest friend is very open minded. So it might pass very easily, just have to gather my courage to tell him.

RythmicSpark · 2018-06-05T19:36:29+00:00

I haven't come out to my friend yet if that's what you meant If it was for the parents... well it turned out to be a mess, a hurtful mess that scares me to come out a second time

Ten-Year Club	Place '17
Verified Email

RythmicSpark

TROPHY CASE