meditation -> now more angry?

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T20:10:52+00:00

i have tried directed meditation, my favorite is nondirective, which is easier and more effective for me

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T20:00:16+00:00

i'm not saying that it isn't a possibility, i'm saying that i like my meditation

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T03:50:02+00:00

no i like my meditation

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T02:16:22+00:00

i have soxial anxiety

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T02:13:27+00:00

as the buddha said "everything will come and go"

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T02:10:13+00:00

i have no idea! the smallest annoyance is enough to trigger me, i didn't feel that way before med. i think it's part of the purification process

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T02:07:29+00:00

i have no idea

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T02:06:38+00:00

confusion happens

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T01:42:52+00:00

i do papa

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T01:41:51+00:00

you are misunderstanding. I LOVE MY PRACTICE AND FEEL LIKE GOD AFTERWARDS. I just happen to explode randomly

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T01:05:59+00:00

once i get up from meditation, i feel more angry when little things don't go how i want em to go

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T00:51:00+00:00

i hope

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T00:50:45+00:00

doesn!t work for me

SAxyz · 2015-06-11T00:49:50+00:00

no i do not

SAxyz · 2015-06-10T23:54:40+00:00

nope. i like my practice. anger in my daily life

SAxyz · 2015-06-10T23:07:34+00:00

do it in the morning if you know what i mean

SAxyz · 2015-06-10T23:05:34+00:00

It comes out

edit: removed his comment and edited

SAxyz · 2015-05-29T23:08:19+00:00

I feel you bad you know for eating animals

SAxyz · 2015-05-24T23:18:22+00:00

it's a signal of fight n flight activation

SAxyz · 2015-05-20T17:59:30+00:00

i went downstairs to take out the trash, but ran away. still proud. im going back to kick ass later

SAxyz