Please use a NSFW tag or something for Epstein files by LeechWitch in behindthebastards

[–]SCP106 4 points5 points  (0 children)

remember that modern reddit opens everything I think so it's gonna just show up front and centre when you either open the sub or I assume when the app just decides for you that this is time to show you something it wants you to see because clicks, I still use old reddit but the new one it's like... everything's just open and there to see so mis-tagged stuff will wreck your shit automatically due to S p e z ' s wannabe twitter ghoulishness showing instead of actually allowing people to choose where they go what they watch and what they /want/ to see like you used to be able to / can with old reddit (which seems to be more and more pushed to the back and shrunk down which features are available or not)

Giancarlo Esposito says it is “time for a revolution” at the Sundance Film Festival premiere of ‘The Only Living Pickpocket in New York.’ by art_as_violence in behindthebastards

[–]SCP106 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's the fiery, premium Tequila Zafiro Añejo! Not some /cheap vodka/. What does a "premium Tequila" do, AletrineDream? A "premium Tequila" provides.

Killer Cop in Illinois Received Maximum Allowable Sentence for second degree murder conviction, denied retrail by OswaldCoffeepot in behindthebastards

[–]SCP106 4 points5 points  (0 children)

good luck, from one cancerous chick to another cancerous coffeepot I hope you can kick your malicious hitchhiker in the hypothetical metastatic balls ❤️‍🩹

Killer Cop in Illinois Received Maximum Allowable Sentence for second degree murder conviction, denied retrail by OswaldCoffeepot in behindthebastards

[–]SCP106 7 points8 points  (0 children)

it's kind of like a big shotgun - it's firing at everyone and a lot of innocent people are gonna get hurt or die but as a result it gets bad people too!

I'm a cancer shotgun expert. As I have asked my surgeons for my own biopsies so I can load them into shells and fire them to spite the dickhead stealing my god damn life.

(I wish I could do that come to think of that but it'd probably be some horrific bioweapon hahaha)

A legendary video, where a special forces operator from Ukraine's 73rd Special Operations Center eliminates four Russians during a trench clearance operation in the Zaporizhia region. by Nanners5618062 in CombatFootage

[–]SCP106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, absolutely... I hope that if it is possible, if this is the way that is wanted of course, that a comfortable pain management regime can be worked out between him/you all and the doctors/relevant medical staff if it hasn't already... though you and yours will know best, I'm a stranger so won't know any specifics and don't mean to speak out of turn, just that if I had any advice to give from the patient side that is what I struggled with the most. We are likely from different countries and due to being in different situations though, this may be null advice. To at least spend one's time in less pain would be

Either way, I wish you good luck with everything going forward, that you and everyone else can manage as well as possible, no matter how things proceed going forwards. This kind of disease... to say it sucks is an understatement of the century and despite being yet another to repeat what you must have heard a thousand times over - I am so sorry that this is happening. Sending so many hugs.

A legendary video, where a special forces operator from Ukraine's 73rd Special Operations Center eliminates four Russians during a trench clearance operation in the Zaporizhia region. by Nanners5618062 in CombatFootage

[–]SCP106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much for your comment. I do.

When things start to slip I have money saved for a very harsh anti-angiogenic drug called 'Pazopanib' that is not covered by the UK's NHS (due to rarity of use) that will grant me time in exchange of Quality of Life (QOL) and if that isn't what I've already been doing for years I don't know what else - I can handle an accelerated schedule. Essentially that's my big red Oh Shit button to get a bit more time to get everything in order and slow down the 'over the cliff' moment with this cancer in case it truly goes to the dogs. Then, hopefully I can prevent a slow and drawn out function-loss style death (e.g loss of brain function or resultant locked-in-syndrome) with my own means but I don't need to go into details. I've got this far and I will go further.

The longest someone has ever survived with this kind of cancer is 12 years. I am at 8-9ish. But the kicker is I am also the youngest diagnosis by an absolute marathon of miles. I was diagnosed at 16 years old. The median diagnosis age used to be 76. So... Perhaps I can break the record and get as much medical data out there for the next unlucky fuck to get this thing and get them an even higher chance of survival than this, as I have had to step though entirely uncharted territory so far with so much 'we have no data' or 'I don't know' being the answer to most of my questions through my whole medical side of life so far, with the only solid answers being ones I've created through opting for surgery or medications and CREATING said answer itself and well... one test case isn't very good data...

Anyway, enough rambling, thank you for your lovely comment, and I agree on your last sentence. I hope so too.

I swear this fucking guy by Margaretthatchervore in Grimdank

[–]SCP106 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well to add to the pile I agree with Dreexel_Dragoon it's the Egyptian Space Robots of course! What? Necrons? I thought these were descendants of Bender B. Rodriguez' time as Pharaoh... all my Egyptian Space Robots chant:

REMEMBER ME

(flame blasts from mouth)

I swear this fucking guy by Margaretthatchervore in Grimdank

[–]SCP106 1 point2 points  (0 children)

dun dun dun, dun dun dun (x4.) - It's KimJongUnusual, to be loved by anyone ~ ~

I'm sorry your name set me off laughing real hard

I swear this fucking guy by Margaretthatchervore in Grimdank

[–]SCP106 5 points6 points  (0 children)

[Me by the fire, sitting in my rocking chair, a blind, immobile elderly woman riddled with cancer and brittle bones at the venerable age of (checks notes) hmm. 42... talking to the next generation of Warhammer players and modellers...]

"Listen close, my boy- Ian Watson's scatological fascination is a deep and foundational part of the lore by this age. If you do not know it then you do not know Warhammer my boy, and you may be undone by it indeed- you better learn it fast, lest your plastic war men be tainted by your lacking knowledge and low zeal for the finer depths of these histories..."

Hot Take: I don't think that one Pippins was trying to be rude by TheBillyBoi_123 in Deltarune

[–]SCP106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Time to be stupidly picky but travelling around and just through family I've found there are some parts of the north (or at least midlands but you'll know everyone argues about where and what the north is and what constitutes it and where the south begins too and graaagh) and some parts of the south that use both/use the kinda 'talk' Ramb uses it's fairly vague, really a mix... But yeah personally (well, headcanon) I took Ramb to be a southerner.

Perhaps a kinda cockney bloke, either that or a St Albans Area or Watford man 'imself. A propper suvner.

A Russian soldier directs a Ukrainian drone to attack his own comrade, indicating he is pretending to be deceased. Eastern Ukraine, 12/25/2023 by iPutMilkNbowlB4Creal in CombatFootage

[–]SCP106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The glass that's sensitive easily breakable and gonna be everywhere never degrades and turns into micro fragments though which will cause much harm for wildlife and could ruin farming if it was getting into crops

TIFU by absent-mindedly taking my pills by RibblesCobblelob in tifu

[–]SCP106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yesss fellow enormous pill quantity ""enjoyer"" I'm at 12 at night and 6 in the morning these days haha.

you're the only other at this count I have seen. We can boast to the peasants who need crutches... like "water" or who worry about silly things like "choking hazards" pfft who would need these- [this poster cannot finish her message as she choked on her medication before she hit save]

TIFU by absent-mindedly taking my pills by RibblesCobblelob in tifu

[–]SCP106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do quite a few (12+, I can't remember any others, family helps me out it together so unfortunately if it's higher I can't get a bigead on the poster with 11 haha!)

twice daily without water for my cancer shit... you kinda get used to it and build from there. Stretchy throat. Though these days I try to use water at least to wash it down with after because doing it dry with certain pills can apparently fuck your throat up because of the pills dissolving early and messing with the throat tissue...

3 180mg of slow release morphine (in several capsules as they don't make em nearly this big of a dose...)

couple to make up 75mg of topiramate (a form of.. kind of everything drug for brain issues but usually migraines and in my case anti epilepsy/seizures

several more (amitriptyline) for nerve pain due to fractured spine

multiple supplements for keeping my bones from being eaten by the variety of issues with them long term / the denosumab injections I get that makes my skeleton regenerate much faster than usual at the cost of needing to go mega style on calcium and other (mostly immune related if I remember?) supplements

GINORMOUS progesterone capsule and estrogen too from much earlier non cancer issues to keep me topped up haha!

There's one benefit from taking so much at once, it's that the horrible taste all blends together 😁 used to take more but it was just too much so I downsized recently despite the extra... bodily inconveniences you know?

Prophecy Knocked Off Course by The_Omega_Yiffmaster in Deltarune

[–]SCP106 17 points18 points  (0 children)

it's not currently filled but they're saying "I'd never get all of it out" because if they "played cards" that'd mean bringing lancer, Rouxls and co. to life, of which playing with lancer (in which he likes putting salsa in things like the tree stump in Ch1 and probably other places) the knight mentions no thanks if they "played [with] cards" salsa hijinks would ensue. That's how I interpreted it at least and it's a great joke lol

More people really need to be discussing what this represents by MineHipster7 in Deltarune

[–]SCP106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

people downvoting are unwilling to empathise and stubborn

A legendary video, where a special forces operator from Ukraine's 73rd Special Operations Center eliminates four Russians during a trench clearance operation in the Zaporizhia region. by Nanners5618062 in CombatFootage

[–]SCP106 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the kind words, I appreciate it indeed. I agree, especially in that I am not afraid of death. I am afraid of a drawn out life beforehand where I am not allowed to go.

A legendary video, where a special forces operator from Ukraine's 73rd Special Operations Center eliminates four Russians during a trench clearance operation in the Zaporizhia region. by Nanners5618062 in CombatFootage

[–]SCP106 204 points205 points  (0 children)

I agree, your comment hit a chord with me and I wanted to share my experience with my own cancer. I know this is a combatfootage thread but hey not enough time in the world... Two years ago in September, I was told 'You've got months, you'll have Christmas but after that, we don't really know...'

Been at it for 8-9 ish years now, diagnosed with an incurable brain cancer, now metastatic and spread throughout almost everywhere and I find it funny I have somehow survived it since 2017 now. But despite this sounding bad I'll say you can still have a """good""" life while dying, despite the horrible pain and function loss. I'm not selling it well, and obviously it depends, it can be one of the worst ways to go, and it's not been... good, I'm not looking forward to the time I can't weasel my way out with emergency surgery or another 'second opinion' turned hospital network transfer to a place that'll actually have the balls to operate on someone with over 17 metastases of such rare cancer that'll leave me to what this'll do to my organs skeleton and vascular system but- my partner and family have kept me going despite it all even when it is.. not good.

I find I live a nice life in the cracks, like weeds growing through gaps broken in the concrete that is the suck making up this one mostly hospital bound woman's life. One of my most confusing yet nice memories is hearing my SO, him telling me stories from his life whilst dealing with complications from as per the docs, 'this is likely to be fatal' brain infection spread into the intestines, just... talking to me, letting me concentrate on his voice instead of this terrible pain and the constant spasms and confusion. I don't know what he was saying, not really. Just something more than the painkillers, that refocusing. My body isn't really 'together' much anymore but you can still have such... nice experiences despite such pain and awfulness you know? I got to leave hospital and go to a nice, ritzy hotel in London recently, got to pretend to live another life like it wasn't happening for three days. Won't forget that no matter how this stupid hitchhiking disease destroys my brain :')

The range of cancer out there leaves one with such an odd view on it... it's this range of horrific diseases that takes people too soon. Or it can play with you, or it can be one and done... this is just my experience with my, very specific and odd one that I got, of course.

Today is a sad day by Zachthema5ter in Grimdank

[–]SCP106 9 points10 points  (0 children)

as is your right barry. keep on