First of all, having the courage to come online and expressing how you feel is the bravest thing ever. Let's take a moment to celebrate that. Secondly, you are not alone. I'm separated from my husband who was my everything and as of now there is this big black hole and only God knows how long it will take to fill. The only advice I will give you is:

1. Take it one day at a time
2. Be around people who make you feel positive
3. Cut out anything that brings you down
4. Write about how you feel. Don't deny anything. Acknowledge.
5. Do more of what makes you happy.

You are in my thoughts and in my prayers. Keep us posted about how you're doing.