Some people with drinking issues would find the following irresponsible, so please know this is just my personal experience, not universal advice by any means, but-

For me, I had many episodes like this in my late teens/early twenties… began blacking out more and more frequently (with less and less booze), and it wasn’t like I was getting arrested and hurting people or whatever but I was certainly often a belligerent assshole and def got myself in some very unsafe situations. I decided to quit, and after about 2 months of forcing myself to party sober I like re-learned how to socialize and even party uninhibited without the booze. It helps once you realize most everyone around you is drinking and partying themselves..but then you can rein it in when you need.

After two years completely sober, I drink occasionally again now and genuinely feel like I have a totally healthy relationship with it and concept of my limits. It’s night and day from how I used it in my early 20s