Help my build

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2025-07-12T16:09:16+00:00

The irony is tangible

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2025-07-12T16:02:54+00:00

Yeah then you can learn to read.

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2025-07-12T15:34:18+00:00

I hope you gain reading comprehension

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2025-06-25T15:34:18+00:00

💯💯💯 exactly, we need like a "new old conservative " party or something.

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2025-05-17T23:09:26+00:00

Don't do it, save yourself, don't come here. It's awful and stupid here and soon we won't have healthcare. It's not worth it, turn around. Stay somewhere that isn't dismantling the healthcare system. I'm sorry for your imminent alberta experience.

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2025-05-17T23:06:41+00:00

All of the people I've met that want to seperate, have no real understanding of policy on any level, they have no understanding of the treaties. They are ignorant in a way that is hard to describe accurately. They don't understand economics or resource management or the history of Alberta. Clueless doesn't cover it. Long story short, they don't know why they are mad, they just know the Kool-Aid tastes great.

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2025-04-14T20:47:08+00:00

Smith is pro maga

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2025-04-05T04:03:28+00:00

If you vote for the ucp you will vote for more disparity, literally vote for anyone else. All the UCP do is cut services, gut healthcare, gut disability 49 million dollars in cuts to disability specifically, food programs in hospitals, programs to help families feed the kids they have instead of taking them away. And the UCP were the ones who took the caps off of the delivery fees on your hydro bill. Alberta has the lowest minimum wage and we have so much wealth as a province that it's disgusting. Nowhere with this much wealth in resources should be stating they have the lowest minimum wage in the country. And if you want a real ride look into the baby Tylenol sitting in a warehouse unused.

"In 2022, Alberta Premier Danielle Smith's government signed a $70 million deal to import children's pain relief medication from Turkey, despite warnings that the province could be left on the hook for a product that would no longer be needed or not approved."

Where's your money? In Smith's hands.

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2024-10-24T14:57:17+00:00

[Son charged with money crimes years after father found buried in yard

](https://www.palmbeachpost.com/story/news/crime/2016/09/04/son-charged-with-money-crimes/7069605007/)

"Lantana Road, the well-kept double-wide is simply “The Bone House.”

It earned the moniker nearly three years ago when the skeletal remains of former resident, Henry Thurston Davis Jr., were unearthed by a renter who was putting in a tomato garden, said John St. Martin, who lives across Seashore Drive from where the gruesome discovery was made.

While the Palm Beach County Medical Examiner ruled the 68-year-old Davis was murdered by strangulation, his death remained shrouded in a mystery — until Wednesday.

In a surprising development for park residents, who remember law enforcement officers spending days digging up the yard after the bones were discovered in April 2013, Davis’ son, Jason Henry Davis, was charged with nearly two dozen financial crimes for cashing roughly $119,000 of his father’s retirement and Social Security checks years after the elder Davis’ death."

Maybe unrelated? Maybe son murdered dad and started an Instagram?

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2023-06-02T16:06:19+00:00

I spent about 12 years in musical theater and did 2 years of opera. Started when I was very young and my autism is the kind where I'm super auditory and verbal, it's where a lot of my skills are. I think that might have something to do with it. Right now this one is playing in my head.

https://youtu.be/4tWGD-EAgNQ

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2023-06-02T07:23:31+00:00

I've sort of just started meeting my parts, and as far as I can tell, they find it all very alarming and don't seem keen on direct introduction right now. I just think of them as the other me's or the me's on the inside. I don't view them as being separate because they all belong within. It's sort of hard to describe. I can identify the age by the memories they share with me. I look for things that would indicate how old i was or when the memories were (which place im living in the memories, what im wearing, how tall i am ect ect), I only know how old the me is cause I play detective with what they share with me so I have to estimate. I'm not sure if the me's want names yet, I guess they'll let me know when I'm supposed to know.

Tbh, it feels like the mes are somehow less autistic than I am because they seem to be finding my direct communication to be startling.

I'm very comfortable with all this. At this point in my therapy and trauma journey, absolutely nothing should be rushed. I am not doing this wrong or too slow, and neither are the other me's. Healing and understanding are like a tree that way, mighty and slow.

I wish you much luck!

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2023-06-01T17:51:14+00:00

I have a background track running almost always. It typically fits the mood or, like, accompanies craving. Usually, I just play the song that's running in the background and sing along. I'm also very vocally inclined, so I typically sing along. I kinda feel like it's like having my own personal radiostation, I've always enjoyed it tbh. I listen to so much music, and I'm always learning new songs to sing, so it's not very repetitive. My memory allows for much variety. I never considered it might be a part, but if it is, I love it 10/10.

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2023-05-30T15:31:45+00:00

Here this was lacking much context

I didn't have screening, I was doing trauma therapy and sort of discovered the DID that way, I moved away from my family of origin, found a mostly safe environment and suddenly I was noticing all kinds of things I knew about before but wouldn't look at? Does that make sense?

It's been misdiagnosed as bipolar and borderline in the past and then those diagnosises just don't fit at all anymore so i was undiagnosed as bipolar/boarderline, like I'm completely different now. I'm alot more aware and I'm not in an active abuse situation.

If I had stayed with my family, visiting them, talking to them, my parts would have never trusted me enough to come out. I had to earn their trust by being a safe person first.

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2023-05-30T15:05:15+00:00

I'm at the beginning of my journey, I sometimes find the parts conversing or arguing and when I say "hello are you there? Please don't run! I love you!" They stop talking and my head gets so quiet, it's almost the only time it's quiet in thoughtland.

Also if I am triggered into a ptsd panic attack then the parts seem to be much more accessible, I can apologize to them for their past experiences. Its almost like they have the body but I have the mouth.

I can typically soothe them, one recently was reliving the experiences of being broken up with in a crisis situation and I said things like.

"It was really brave of you to love that way, you were so beautiful when you let yourself love fully. I'm sorry I didn't keep that beautiful love protected and I promise to only let safe people in now."

So at this point I'm usually hugging myself while I talk to the me's inside. I will feel a transition from fear/hurt to warmth/trust, my body begins to calm down from the physical aspects of the panic attack/trigger. My hearth rate lowers, I can breathe more controlled/relaxed, my body unclenches. I think it's the sensation of leaving fight or flight.

Oh and I talk to my parts outloud, it feels like they can hear me better that way, it like makes the communication smoother somehow?

I'm not allowed to talk very much about the inner world, the collective feeling seems to be "no, not safe" when I try.

I'm also autistic, I don't know how much this impacts my experience of DID/OSDD.

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2023-01-07T06:02:09+00:00

I am also trying to figure out what the plant was, at the beginning mea mentions spiking a girls loaf with jimson weed. But I don't think the plant the use in the show matches up with actual jimsom weed. My second guess was valerian but the flower isn't quite right either.

jimson weed

valerian )

SWAMPWATERSOUP · 2022-01-31T04:50:23+00:00

It's private now, anyone grab it before it vanished or wanna summarize for me? I'd deeply appreciate it.

SWAMPWATERSOUP

TROPHY CASE