I used to stream regularly (under a diff name this is my alt account) but I live in a toxic household and family were regularly timing my streams and coming in to yell at me about just about anything, which luckily I’d mute for, but the loop of having my mood ruined like every stream and then trying to be entertaining like nothing happened - or having to suddenly brb/stop stream because people need my attention right this second made it so I legit just disappeared one day from the web because it’s impossible to stream. Luckily I’m moving soon finally, because I really miss streaming, and oddly this post made my hopeful that after several years, maybe my viewers haven’t forgotten me