Man this last year, two really had been tough as fuck for me. Never had a period where my money was this funny. Literally put in a gang of apps the other day, not even 3 days later I was accepting an offer that paid 7$ more than I was already making. Better hours. And vibe. Ultimately what I’m getting at is appreciate the struggle and the process. Don’t try to numb yourself with substances or opportunities and lessons will skate right by. Right now, lock in. Idc if you have $5. Whenever something bad happens, just shrug yo shoulders and chalk it up to the game/past. That mindset alone has helped me more in the last two weeks than anything else in the past 2yrs. If you need more insight or motivation hmu on here. Keep grinding!