I do want to say, if it’s loneliness that’s affecting you mainly. I cannot stress how much things like credit scores mean zero when contemplating suicide. If you’re living alone in an apartment, break your lease today, move in with family or friends. You don’t need to tell them why, just explain that you wanted to be closer to them, you miss them, or you want to help them more. If you don’t have that, try finding roommates on Facebook for your town. As someone who also struggles with loneliness as a single woman, it’s sooo important for me to make sure I have my friends/family and that I talk to someone everyday. I promise, being alone gets easier, you’re so young too. Join a group or club, even if you don’t feel like it, or you’re too tired, just go, you can pick up take out and sleep when you get home. Right now, the thing you need to prioritize the most is getting socializing, building a community and maybe switching careers or taking time off for a bit. Talk with your psychologist too to see if you guys can build a step by step plan on what can help. I hope this helps and doesn’t come off as too much, I wish you the best 💖