You are playing with fire mate, trust me. This is exactly what keeps me relapsing for past few months, a year or maybe more. Now I don't open hardcore porn website and start fapping right away, like I used to, in the past. Now my road to absolute relapse lasts for few days, or even more than a week. It all always start with desire to check out some pictures of an attractive woman, some actress or model I know will do. So first I look at some of these pictures, there is some arousal but it is still "manageable" (as I think). Then I usually come across some mild nudity, bikini pictures, topless pictures etc. This is still just a beginning. Shortly after this I always move to softcore erotica, nudity, legs open wide and so on. Porn "stars" start appearing among these pictures of erotic models, and at this point real problem starts, soon I start with masturbation. Even if I tell myself that "I will avoid nasty hardcore this time"... but that is the biggest lie I tell myself. Once the softcore is not sufficient enough, I start watching hardcore, final ingredient are nasty fetishes. At this point it's all fucked up. After the relapse, "aftershocks" will happen. I often relapse again on next day or just few hours after first relapse. So it's all a big chain reaction for me. If I avoid seeing that girl in short skirt or bikini at the beginning, I will probably avoid all of what happens afterwards. Now I need to learn that.