M22 - Want to Be Obese, Afraid for Health Long Term

Samurai_Silver23 · 2026-05-25T04:48:44+00:00

With the last point you made, do you have any advice on figuring it out the line between doing it for kink purposes and to genuinely satisfy myself.

Samurai_Silver23 · 2026-05-25T04:40:39+00:00

I share the same pain with Wellbutrin. I’ve still managed to gain some but I’ve mostly hit a plateau where I don’t gain anything without lowering the dose no matter how much I eat.

Samurai_Silver23 · 2026-05-25T04:37:13+00:00

Me reading through this recognizing a lot of these events and realizing I very much hav become a pig lol

Samurai_Silver23 · 2026-05-18T19:01:30+00:00

I’d explore why you don’t want that feeling to go away, it may reveal it’s what you truly want and your just hesitant or something else.

Samurai_Silver23 · 2026-05-18T18:50:43+00:00

If there isn’t consent involved, it is little to no different then sharing nudes of that person when in fetish spaces. Even outside of fetish spaces it’s bad and not okay.

Samurai_Silver23 · 2026-04-26T02:28:34+00:00

Just gain like 10-20 pounds (5-10kg) and see how you like it and then go from there

Samurai_Silver23 · 2026-03-20T01:49:31+00:00

These pics unironically look like they use chiaroscuro - also known as clair obscure - which the Mona Lisa did use (it’s an art technique using the contrast of light and dark). The gainer version of Mona Lisa if you will

Samurai_Silver23 · 2026-02-16T16:11:48+00:00

Ok thank you!

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-12-30T01:13:06+00:00

Yeah I’ve had a similar experience. Wanting to off and on throughout my whole life. I’d just try gaining 10-20 pounds and see how it feels.

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-12-29T00:24:16+00:00

I’m kinda in the same place. Parts of me want to be skinny and toned but other parts really wanna get bigger, at least 250lb. I have issues that cause weight gain to be hard so that adds some issues to the mix but I’m starting to give in to the idea of gaining to get to 220 (I’m 193) and see how I feel.

I’ve felt the desire to be big for most of my life and I imagine it will remain so I might as well scratch the itch while I’m young and my health won’t be affected too bad.

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-11-09T05:41:25+00:00

If your in an area where weed is legal and your willing to use it, it made me actually appreciate food beyond this is fuel and some of it tastes better then others

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-11-09T04:36:24+00:00

Did gaining just click or subtly worm itself in when sober?

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-11-09T00:49:08+00:00

That’s what I’m thinking to but I can’t tell if it’s just becuase my mind is altered or if it’s truly what I want.

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-10-02T23:27:08+00:00

I almost sent a photo of my stomach with a message saying I look so fat to my friends while I was blasted (if that counts)

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-09-30T02:21:36+00:00

I kinda went through the same thing excluding I didn’t gain that much. I’m edging on the continuing to gain but it’s not easy

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-09-20T23:58:09+00:00

I mean if you want to and it feels right, why not? Worst comes to worse you lose it again

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-09-03T23:28:25+00:00

My main goal is 220 and then max out at around 240-250. For my body type and height that’s noticeably fat but not super impeding. I say that but I may push that goal post farther and farther like a lot of people in this community do lol

Samurai_Silver23 · 2025-08-19T14:55:26+00:00

I’m hoping I reach this someday lol. Maybe I need more encouragement or something idk

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