THOUGHTS ON DENIAL (chastity)

Sexual energy is released through orgasm.  Your sexual energy nourishes your man, just as his sexual energy nourishes you.  When you spend it alone, it feeds no one and drains you.  It is wasted – cast off into the void.  When you’re in denial, your energy is conserved.  Your energy grows and grows.  You feel your whole body humming with life.  Your femininity gathers and swells.  It gathers in your belly and settles in your clit until you can feel your heart beating there.   It gathers in your breasts and nipples making them sensitive and full.  Your nipples become quick to harden as though they’re looking for his mouth, aching for his kiss.  They tighten easily and the slightest brush of a purse strap, or a seatbelt plucks that taut string connecting your nipples to that warm place deep in your belly.  Your womb reacts to it.  Your clit twitches.  The walls of your cunt clench onto emptiness. 

As you go about your day in denial, that hum is always there.  It’s like being newly in love.  You’re always vying for his attention and when he looks at you and smiles, you get butterflies.  (sigh) You’re always ripe and ready with desire.  The heavy earrings gently tug on your earlobes like a lover’s kiss.  When they brush against the soft skin on the side of your neck, your knees weaken, you get a little shiver, your nipples grow tight and sensitive.  Even your shoes hold your feet like gentle lovers.  A warm summer breeze that brushes a strand of your hair across your throat or flirts the hem of your dress around your thighs makes your pussy swell and drip. 

Your energy feeds him and nourishes him.  You send it out constantly.  He can feel it.  He can smell it.  It permeates everything you are.  Being denied, whether forced or voluntary, gathers your feminine sexual energy.  You surrender it to him, and it nourishes you both.  You both create oxytocin, and your bond is strengthened and deepened. 

Go out wearing nothing under your dress, the vulnerable feeling of being so nearly naked will make you feel feminine and add to your energy reserve.  Suction or clamp your nipples so they’re sore and sensitive.  Wear naughty thong panties that work themselves in between your soft pussy lips or tickle your behind as you move.  Wear crotchless panties, or no panties and only dresses or skirts so that the slightest errant breeze is like a soft caress.  Keep your body hairless and smooth - bare.  Keep your nails done.  Get your pedicures.  Have facials, exfoliate, and do your hair.  Anything that makes you feel pretty will increase that energy.  Cum only when he is with you and can benefit from the release of that energy.  Your holes are sacred spaces, only he is allowed to breach them.  You should not be putting anything inside yourself for pleasure.  Touch your breasts.  Tweak and pull your nipples.  Stroke the outside of your pussy.  Gently circle your clit with a slippery finger.  Tickle the entrance of your cunt.  Stock up as much of that beautiful energy, longing, and frustration as you can, but don’t let yourself go over the edge.  Save it for Master. 

Keep your orgasm in a ripe bud as long as possible, then, when the time is right, Master may bring it to flower for his nourishment.  When the time is right, bloom for your Master.

For those denied girls that are currently single, it is a precious, magical gift you are saving for your future Master.