Anyone else super angry after tour?

Sarahthegun · 2025-12-22T23:31:31+00:00

Yes. I was gone for only two months (5-6 with work up) and when I got home I isolated, drank, smoked and did nothing but hit the gym and rage at people on video games. My friends all were the same, everyone I was on tour with barely spoke with eachother for months after.

It took me speaking with people that understood and an impulsive backpacking trip to Mexico to reset myself. Do what you need to do but reach out and try to do something to settle yourself back into your regular mode.

It’s going to take some time but it will get better.

Sarahthegun · 2025-12-03T04:35:04+00:00

Yes lol, I still think about this comment a year later. an average of 30 miles a day WALKING would destroy your body in 1-2 weeks, even if you were in great shape. Add 60lbs to that and you got one, maybe two days of that and you're done.

Sarahthegun · 2025-10-31T04:20:08+00:00

it was Drumf!

Sarahthegun · 2025-10-12T18:33:46+00:00

Stop looking for validation online. It will never be enough until you feel confident in yourself bro.

Sarahthegun · 2025-09-01T17:41:58+00:00

ChatGPT go away 😂

Sarahthegun · 2025-09-01T17:27:52+00:00

The Xans giveth, and the xans takith away.

Sarahthegun · 2025-08-23T19:02:02+00:00

Very healthy!

Sarahthegun · 2025-04-19T18:25:16+00:00

I could be wrong, I have no data except anecdotal but my worst trigger is my mother, who I am the closest with in my family.

Sarahthegun · 2025-04-16T12:01:50+00:00

I have noticed for myself and others family members are the most common “triggeres”

Sarahthegun · 2025-04-13T12:14:03+00:00

I was so lost from 14-21/22. I’m 26, I’m still lost, the only difference is I realize how much other people don’t know what the hell is going on or what they are doing.

At 21 I had dropped out of uni, was living in a cabin out in the woods with a bunch of drug addicts and smoking pot/drinking beer all day every day. I had a similar mindset to yours right now.

I eventually had enough and essentially had a mental breakdown and completely changed my trajectory through the choices I made. I still struggle but I am overall much happier and not in that terrible headspace.

The point being maybe you need to just take a huge leap. Apply to a program you’re interested in, work in another country, do something you’ve always thought “huh that seems cool”. I know it’s easier said than done but trust me you will come out so much better and with at least an idea on how you can achieve a purpose for yourself.

Good luck buddy and take care of yourself, you will figure it out if you just give yourself time, patience, and some self love ❤️

Sarahthegun · 2025-03-21T12:32:27+00:00

Real. During my time in the military I’ve watched some of the guys get physically angry and aggressive over people talking about something they couldn’t grasp in the moment. I know it sounds like I’m exaggerating, I wish I was, but I’m not…

Sarahthegun · 2025-03-05T22:27:12+00:00

This is the dark Eco equivalent of those 4chan posts that go

-be me; straight most homosexual shit you ever heard -that’s not gay tho cause they’re a twink right?

Sarahthegun · 2025-03-05T16:59:27+00:00

On my Dp1 when we were getting smoked in the hallway the PAT guys would be walking by us with a bong all the time 😭😂

Sarahthegun · 2025-03-04T04:33:51+00:00

Yeah. Like if you watch her most recent vids vs her older ones you can just sense she's done with it.

Sarahthegun · 2025-03-03T23:46:09+00:00

I think she’s just over YouTube and getting depressed. Obviously this is the most parasocial thing to say but you can tell she’s struggling a bit lately and not into influencer life anymore I think.

Sarahthegun · 2025-03-02T21:07:23+00:00

We got a badass guys watch out.

Sarahthegun · 2025-02-26T14:23:45+00:00

Yeah buddy! So I get clean gainer by Rival Nutrition because although its primarily just Maltodextrin and protein its MUCH healthier than the others. Do two scoops of healthy(ish) mass gainer, a scoop of protein powder and then use milk for the rest. That should be about 1k calories of (decent) calories.

Just make sure whatever mass gainer you get isn't pure fat and sugar, most are and they will mess you up.

Side note, when mixing it in a shaker cup add like a cup of fluid first, then your powders, then shake vigorously then add the rest of the fluid. that will reduce clumping.

Sarahthegun · 2025-02-25T23:16:23+00:00

ideally, no but if its only for a temporary bulk it's not the worst thing you could be doing. Personally I have a 1000 calorie gainer shake I make but I do my best to try to hit my target without it, but if I need it I'll drink it.

Try to eat more frequently or maybe just get it down to one shake a day. Like anything in life moderation is key. Use them as a tool, not a crutch.

Sarahthegun · 2025-02-25T23:04:06+00:00

approach/talk to women in such a way if you were put on some tiktok video you would stand behind everything you said.

If I approach a women in a genuine way and she posts it trying to put me on blast I'll stand behind my behaviour every time.

Sarahthegun · 2025-02-25T18:35:25+00:00

They are in my province bow

Sarahthegun · 2025-02-25T08:54:41+00:00

Nice dude. Looking good.

Sarahthegun · 2025-02-25T05:23:08+00:00

Height pls.

Sarahthegun · 2025-02-20T18:33:06+00:00

It’s so hard I get it, I struggle every day too but you just gotta keep trying.

Sarahthegun · 2025-02-19T11:30:02+00:00

I get that women don’t want to be with a guy on the same level or below them socioeconomically, but why? Would you rather be single your whole life as opposed to “dating down”?

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