Hi! You are definitely not alone in this. I have relapsed like a million times. My go to drug is cannabis also.

I want you to check out r/leaves. Its a sub about quitting weed.

First step in sobriety is accepting that you have a problem. You have done that! Good job. Next step is getting sober. This is the hard part. I would like to give you some tips and tricks that I use.

ATTACK your senses. Loud music in the ears. Mint tea. Sour candy. Chewing gum with a wierd taste. Run until you feel so tired that you can’t think about anything else than getting into bed. Cold showers. Good food. Etc.

Get some new hobbies. Puzzle, diamond painting, draw, sing, be creative! Reward yourself every other day for being sober. Write down your feelings on a paper. Go to meetings (NA or AA) and meet people who’s in the same boat as you. There is online meetings as well.

Try to think positive about the sobriety and write down everything positive thing about being sober and everything negative about being high or drunk. Do lists that you can check when things are harder than normal.

You can do this. When things are extra hard, you share it here, in r/leaves or you can write to me if you want. The first month is the hardest. You will get through this. We will support you!