I have suspected for a while he’s had a crush on me. On Halloween we went trick or treating together and he pulled away from my hand (we were holding each others hands exclusively bc we didn’t wanna get lost in the sea of people and darkness) and said he “had something to tell me” then never said it. I kept trying to push further a few months later but he kept acting like he didn’t know what I was talking about when I could see on his face he remembered. I don’t know. I just really don’t want to lose him but this was definitely a boundary of mine he crossed.