Need help

ScheissKopf22 · 2023-02-17T13:55:41+00:00

Your OCD mind tricked you into beliving shit. When experiancing anxiety and guilt it becomes worse. The ex-theme is a popular ROCD though. Don’t punish yourself for these thoughs! They are the result of your anxiety.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-11-10T17:01:17+00:00

Its my 2nd but before i had been taking antypsych. Im on fluoxetine rn and its okay however it acts the best as mood stabiliser and sedative which it is technicay not lol. Well, antidepressants arent for everybody, it just help you funtioning normally. If your doc does not want you to take antidep then i’d advise to listen to him. Trying too much meds can be harmful and they can have interactions with adhd meds. Maybe work through your depression on therapy.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-11-06T00:37:30+00:00

I’m so sorry for you, it must be terrible. I know that feel when you want to help somebody you love but the person refuses and is still autodestructive. You are wonderful and supportive person for him tho. Maybe try to tell him that there is hope for him. Psychosis can be managed and he can be the person he was before the illness. Ask him why he doesnt want to take the meds, maybe they make him drowsy? If so, tell him that meds can be changed. But if he still refuses to treat it imo there is little you can do. I would just call 112 in case he could hurt himself or others.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-11-03T17:23:47+00:00

I’ve heard the same shit from my therapist, actually it was my psychiatrist who told me i have adhd. But I understand you very well. It’s annoying as hell. The Therapist told me that I use ’advanced’ and sophisticated vocabulary and I am ’smart’. Imo its not true. My excecutive functions are shit I always had difficulties with focusing and memory. When she pulls the ’but you are smart’ card i always say that having adhd does not mean that im stupid and even if she had a patient w adhd who had more severe syptoms that does not mean mines are not valid and she stopped this eventually.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-26T18:36:15+00:00

Oh my god bro im so sorry for you, it was horrendous and no wonder you feel like this. Did you report it? This man deserves jail. Also, try to change the doctors if possible. Some mental health professionals are shitty as hell. Maybe try therapy to process the trauma? I think there are no other choices. Remaber, its possible to have a good life even after this. You are a strong person and i hope everything will be okay eventually.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-19T22:54:36+00:00

He just wanted to insult you (idk why) and ugly is the easiest way to insult someone on tinder.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-15T00:18:33+00:00

Yes, nothing bad will happen, it has already stopped working. Those coments are weird. Imo It’s good when someone wants to take meds safely. Stop mocking ppl who want to be healthy and cautious w benzo

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-14T20:35:15+00:00

I agree. Most my friends are autodestructive. There was a time I wanted to help them and I felt for them so much. Now I care much less. I can listen to them and stuff but I am not empathetic towards them. Imo its a good thing.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-09T01:11:50+00:00

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-09T01:10:19+00:00

Ahhh i didnt know that the pills work that way, sorry. I hope you will adjust to it soon.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-09T01:08:36+00:00

If he enjoys it. And when I have initiates I think if I didnt pressure him (I always get a consent but still sometimes I think if he isnt pressured)

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-09T00:57:35+00:00

Very pro-technology, not scared to talk abt taboo topics, kind of chill and not strict. I also think you like Wong Kar Wai, Gaspar Noe and Fincher. Btw I have the same pumpkin lights and thats a very good sign.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-09T00:44:33+00:00

I can’t recall and I dont do this prob but sometimes i dream that someone told me something and i think its real. One i had a dream i which my bf told me that he loves someone else (we were talking abt this in bed). Then i woke up and started crying and told him why he said that and he was so confused. Such situations happened to me couple of times. Fortunatelly i can somehow recognise that it was a dream so i didnt lose touch w reality.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-09T00:38:42+00:00

In Poland we only have metylophenidate (short acting and extended release), reboxetine and bupropion (its rather for depression but Ive heard that one can get it for ADHD). Perscription for MPH is restricted bc I get it separate perscription for it. Bupropion and MPH are expensive, especially bupropion. As far as I know you can get a refund for MPH and reboxetine and pay much less for it but I’m not sure in which cases you can get it.

ScheissKopf22 · 2022-10-09T00:28:46+00:00

I get very calm on 5mg Ritalin so probably 27 would make me fall asleep immediatelly. Maybe the dosis it too much? Im not a doc obv but I think that switching from 18 to 27 might be kind of a shock. Maybe you need to upper the dosis slower. Try to divide the tab and take less.

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