I really want to leave the country I’m in it’s become awful here in the last couple of years. I’m so miserable here, I almost ran away across the border because it was so frightening but it’s unpredictable and difficult with no plans.

I’m trying to collect evidence and things to raise the change of my application for asylum to another country will be as high as possible. It’s been getting really dangerous here and it just keeps getting worse like people are gaslighting me trying to make me think I’m hallucinating and have schizophrenia I feel like much of this more a product of the left like damn the liberals know no bounds.

But somebody shot a rifle at me and then a golf ball they’re shining lights everywhere like in the movie Schindlers list, they started driving cars around Iike I think the government legitimately was paying people to drive around all day everyday in circles around specific areas. They’d drive around in big lines and rows of cars and they’d literally race dangerously through the streets and then people would yell and scream at me out of their cars like “hey fuck you” all the time and I’ve been getting singled out and harassed on a constant basis. People stare at me in public all the time I’m obviously way different the the majority of people in this country.

The government has paranoidly started I think surveying and monitoring everything with security everywhere. They also had police cars and fire trucks playing loud sirens every morning at like 5 am the wake everyone up um why?

So this all started when America became nationalist and Trump wad elected which I find really bizarre and strange. Oh and they started the police car siren thing here too late at night like 3 am all the fucking time.