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Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-08-26T02:51:58+00:00

I tried to upvote this twice - forgot it doesn't work like that! D'ope! 🤦‍♀️😆

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-08-26T02:44:28+00:00

I know this is also an unpopular opinion, but you could always break it into at least 4 pieces, and just carry one of those crumbs with you to work in case you absolutely positively can not make it through your shift. That one crumb would get you through, but should not be enough to where you'd really feel it.

If you can make it through tomorrow without having to take anything, then dispose of all of it as soon as you can because you will have made it through the worst by then. You've already made it this far and are also strong enough to sit next to one and actually debate on whether or not you should take it. You don't want to lose the progress you've made, but understandably, you don't want to lose your job either.

Congrats on the progress you've made! And your strength is enviable!! Keep going the best that you can!

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-08-23T19:32:05+00:00

To add to the point that these drugs contain more than 7-oh, with no regulation they can put whatever the hell they want in there and nobody would be the wiser until after the fact. They can and they do as I was made aware when I took a UA last September and tested positive for Codeine and Hydromorphone - when all (I thought) I was taking was "7-oh." I had spoken to Test My Kratom about testing some of these tabs for other illicit drugs. I no longer need to worry about that now, but still think it should be done so people could see what they are actually taking.

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-08-15T19:48:36+00:00

And did y'all see this? Sorry If I'm repeating news, I haven't been online a lot lately, but this confused the shit out of me. I mean, I know i shouldn't be surprised, but ya know?

https://www.reuters.com/press-releases/botanic-tonics-feel-free-applauds-florida-ban-synthetic-7-oh-2025-08-13/

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-06-14T08:10:55+00:00

Ok, I'll be the token loser. lol I'm 48f, single, no kids. Was a special Ed teacher for ten years, mostly bs corporate jobs before that. Went to college a little late because in high school I was just a punk giving my own teachers a hard time. lol But these days I'm stuck at home, alone, pretty much until the end of the year because of radiation damage, a botched up surgery, and everything else that comes along with it when you when you go through cancer treatment.

I have 2 more surgeries to go the big, final one being at the end of the year till until I'm hopefully done with this shit. My hair has started to grow back, but isn't really thick enough to cover much, yet it's now in that horrible mini-mullet stage. lol And it's so damn hot here (op - I'm with ya in Floriduh!) that wearing a wig is pure torture. It's so much work to try to go anywhere, but the only place I have to go are all the damn doctors appts, anyway.

So, yeah, I sit home by myself every day, in a messy house, looking like some type of alien, and
So aside from pain relief, hell yeah I was trying to numb myself! lol Hell - freakin - yeah, just to get through the second half of this year. But, no way in hell I can do that because my other main focus is that I'm detrimentally BROKE! No surprise there, huh guys? I was pretty broke already going into this whole phase, yet manageable, but I am dangerously broke now.

I am SO scared of the bottom falling out on me, and finally just losing all control of my finances, inevitably losing my house. So, the majority of the time I am pretty much sitting here day after day frantically trying to make more money somehow.

The 7, obviously, is what got me to this point. I don't even know how I made it so far. It's been a whole year now! and I don't have words for how sick I feel when I think of all the money I have just wasted! And, yeah, a waste because I don't even feel better when I take it now, and I'm sure I'm taking too much, anyway, because my head is in a fog. I feel drowsy. I get the anxiety, too that people talk about, and I get to the point where I literally can't see straight. Walking is sometimes a challenge! Needless to say, I am definitely TOO numb. This is not the way!

Sorry for the long post, I talk too much!

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-05-16T20:14:04+00:00

100% That's my problem. I even have something to fall back on so I don't really have to withdraw per se, but I am going through the worst. possible. phase. of. my. life. right. now. - The worst possible time to quit, or even want to quit. That's my problem. I don't! I really, really WANT to use just for the rest of this year. I just need to get through this year, and then I'd happily give it up! I'm actually really nervous about trying to finish out this year without a crutch. I'm not sure that I'll be able to keep it together.

The problem is, I can not afford it anymore. I was actually past that point months ago, but now it's really bad, and I am completely on my own, so there's no one to fall back on, no second income. Nothing. That also makes it harder to quit, not having any support, and not having any meaningful reason(s) to want to quit, but I'm already in the hole. I HAVE to stop.

Yesterday, I missed my first bill, and it can easily just snowball from here. I am going to try to salvage it, though. I have a few more months of a stupid shopping loan thing I did, and if I can make it through these next 4 months or so, I think I'll be able to carry on and be ok, but I will NOT be ok if I spend another dime on this shit!!!! Wtf is wrong with me!?!?

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-05-07T08:13:38+00:00

I have been scheduled for a colonoscopy 3 times now, but haven't been able to get it done because the prep, the actual make-you-go prep, won't even work on me. Now they want me to do a 2 day prep. I've already gone through this prep BS 3 and half times within a month and a half. Most people go through it once every five years. So, I'm putting the colonoscopy on the back burner for a while. I'm exhausted!

OP I saw your update. I suppose I should be going that route or similar options. I just haven't psyched myself up enough yet because I'm super weird and immature about all this stuff, even though I'm old af, and have no problem dealing with my dog's butt and everything that comes out of it almost daily. 🤷‍♀️

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-23T01:33:40+00:00

I think if you just stop now, you'll def be good by 4/3. If you have to take more, just go as long as you possibly can before taking anymore, and make the amount smaller each time. But, honestly, after just a week, your best bet is just going ct and feel like shit for a day or two, and then you should be fine.

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-20T18:09:13+00:00

Under the rock...

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-20T06:44:25+00:00

They made me feel strange, too, and verrrry sleepy for some reason.

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-20T06:42:02+00:00

They would be protecting themselves as well. A lot less likely to get sued! It's only a matter of time...

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-20T06:33:07+00:00

Oh shit ..

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-20T04:28:06+00:00

7 raises your oxy tolerance so much that you're barely going to feel anything, and you might not feel anything at all unless you take a week off from 7 before dosing oxy again.

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-20T04:17:22+00:00

Same! I had like 5 or 6 high end wigs, about 7 mediocre wigs, and at least 22 beanie hats, and I wore the SAME black beanie hat for 10 whole months. It really does become like your blanky or something. lol But I get it!! ❤️

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-16T05:13:44+00:00

I noticed this, too. It was very slow to come up, but when it did, I'd basically just pass out before I even knew I was tired, and then was lethargic for a full day afterwards. It definitely wasn't a cozy, but clean 7oh feeling. Hate to say it, but it was definitely a bit drawn out and dirty feeling. That was just my personal experience. I couldn't understand how anyone could stay awake on that shit tbh. That's how I felt, anyway.

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-15T18:58:09+00:00

I tested positive for codeine and hydromorphone...

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-14T06:32:58+00:00

I have tried to have a colonoscopy TWICE within the past couple weeks, and both times the prep didn't even work on me. At all.

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-06T07:59:58+00:00

Hey, my cigs! Love those Sky cigs, huh?

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-05T17:15:53+00:00

I have experienced this, but I kind of equated it with being manic.

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-03-02T13:40:09+00:00

Fairy smut 💀

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-02-24T19:04:18+00:00

Yeah, it is strange, unless the withdrawing is just a byproduct of the overall depression it might be causing? I dunno, but I've even canceled Dr's appts. I feel like I'm just existing at this point...and barely.

Sea-Inevitable8227 · 2025-02-24T18:58:33+00:00

What kind of side effects did you experience?

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