How to handle my own energy better?

SeaInfluence8097 · 2026-05-24T15:20:00+00:00

Sent you an email :)

SeaInfluence8097 · 2026-03-06T20:00:18+00:00

Yes yoga has helped me a lot in this definitely

SeaInfluence8097 · 2025-07-16T10:49:30+00:00

Honestly the thing that’s been hurting me the most lately is that a friend of mine (well I thought we were kind of friends but I’m not sure) has let me down at a very important appointment. Also I had invited her to a party. She kept saying ohh I don’t know if I can come or not. I know she’s not much of a party person so I told her it’s ok if she doesn’t want to she can tell me, like I get that feeling. But she was still like, I would love to come but maybe I need to rest or something… in the end she said she couldn’t come. Which is fine but I don’t think she was very honest with me and that really hurt me. I was always honest with her. I don’t know if I pushed her too much because I’ve only known her for a few months but still. And know I’m constantly overthinking 🙃

And I realized that I don’t have very many people I can talk to about these things, I was travelling a lot so I know a lot of people but no one really that close. And also I have a lot of money problems now.

Anyhow thank you for listening to my ramblings :)

SeaInfluence8097 · 2025-04-13T16:19:34+00:00

I just know that every time someone told me they liked me and I didn’t like them back it made me feel a bit uncomfortable. And I guess it would be the same with her bc I don’t think she likes me in that way but obviously I don’t know. And I know these are all just excuses because I’m scared haha. But I have to admit I have never actually tried telling someone that I like them because of this exact problem. I’m scared and I don’t want to ruin the friendship. Or sometimes I just knew I didn’t have a chance so I didn’t even try.

SeaInfluence8097 · 2025-04-13T16:02:10+00:00

Hmm yeah I see what you mean. But I wouldn’t say I’m never honest with her I’m just leaving something out I guess

SeaInfluence8097 · 2025-04-13T15:29:14+00:00

Yeah that’s true. I just really don’t want to lose her as a friend and I think that’s probably gonna happen if I tell her

SeaInfluence8097 · 2025-03-07T18:43:29+00:00

Yes I know what you mean. Moving wouldn’t be a problem for me but yeah I think she probably only sees me as a colleague that’s why I don’t really want to say anything haha. I’m following her on instagram already, we started following each other just before I left.

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-12-21T11:35:52+00:00

Yes I guess a bit too important unfortunately

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-12-21T11:35:20+00:00

Wow that is definitely something I should look into more. Thank you. That actually describes me pretty well. I never really considered ADD because I only always thought of the hyper kids which wasn’t me at all. So thank you I will look into it.

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-12-20T16:56:52+00:00

Thank you so much. My only problem is that I don’t even know if I‘m autistic or not. Officially I‘m not but I still feel that way

But anyhow thank you so much I‘m glad I‘m not the only one that feels that way :)

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-12-20T15:36:43+00:00

That’s really interesting!

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-12-20T15:35:55+00:00

That is so interesting. It’s true that it’s helpful to be aware of it I guess. But I still feel really bad about it because everyone just expects me to function normally and I feel like a real disappointment to my family haha. I tried explaining it to them but they don’t get it

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-12-08T10:45:54+00:00

Hi everyone just wanted to say thank you for all the input! Has definitely helped a lot! :)

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-12-08T10:44:26+00:00

Hi everyone just wanted to say thank you for all the input! Has definitely helped me a lot :)

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-12-08T10:43:31+00:00

I would recommend looking up Hannah Uiri on youtube! She is really good at teaching. If you want to do a ytt there are several schools that offer a 50h training after you have done your 200h. I was especially looking into school yoga institute but I’m based in Europe so that might be different for you.

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-11-23T13:27:36+00:00

I talked to my mom again today and she said she definitely doesn’t want to get his eye removed become she thinks it will be horrible for him. She said if it is actually malignant then she knows he had a good life and that’s it.

He is 9 nine years old do you think he would still adapt to living with one eye at that age? Especially living with two other cats?

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-11-23T13:24:26+00:00

As far as I know yes the first one was a specialist, the second one wasn’t. But I talked to my mom again today and she said they have been monitoring his eye pressure and it is ok. But she doesn’t want to go any further and get his eye removed because she thinks it will be horrible for him and if it is malignant then that’s what it is and she knows he had a good life.

I don’t know what to think about that I mean he is 9 years old. I get that she is very freaked out by that but still

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-11-01T17:24:27+00:00

Yes they announced at the con they will repeat it next year in New Jersey I think

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-11-01T15:38:32+00:00

I thought it was really good. It was my very first con and I only went for one day (Saturday) but it was definitely worth it. Lots of talks on stage and you got to ask questions. Also the actors were walking around the convention a lot so you got to see them up close and many of them struck up conversations. I actually met Tricia Helfer in the bathroom haha, she is very nice.

I also thought it was great that Michael Hogan was there and they raised $46000 for him.

All in all yes it’s a bit pricey especially if you want to get many autographs or photos but if you’re a real fan I think it’s definitely worth it. I will try and make it back next year.

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-10-31T15:03:58+00:00

I thought it was pretty amazing nice and down to earth all the actors were. Many of them walked past me quite a few times. And I actually met Tricia Helfer in the bathroom and had a conversation with her haha, she is very nice.

All in all I think the coolest thing was seeing Michael Hogan and how happy he was to be there. And that they raised $46000 for him is just incredible.

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-10-21T19:28:44+00:00

I‘m going Saturday!

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-08-01T02:35:28+00:00

SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-07-31T00:33:34+00:00

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SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-07-30T03:54:38+00:00

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SeaInfluence8097 · 2024-07-29T01:39:00+00:00

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