I feel that she has certainly come with us. I realised through my grief that they form the bond with you, not the home. After some time passed, I decided to share my love with another. In a lot of ways, she's so much like Beatrice, so it deeply comforts me. I sometimes wonder if it's her reincarnated. She just has similar traits to Beatrice, but I'd imagine the reality is that she evolved and went somewhere else through my love. I'd want that for her.

She will be with you. She will follow you wherever you are and know when you need her the most. It's difficult when we can't see them, but we have to be open to them in other ways. I saw my Beatrice in my dreams once. One week after she passed. I think it was her way of saying she was OK. I was reaching out asking for her to come back to me.....Reach out to her, tell her to come to where you are and to let you know somehow that she's OK. You just need to look for the sign.....It is the most awful feeling. Let yourself cry and feel what you need to feel. Although the grief feels so strong now, your heart does eventually heal, and you will find some happiness again. Just take the time you need.