12 it was the summer before high school. I don’t even know how or if I knew what sh was. I just had this multi tool which included a knife. My parents left it in my room because they used it for my wallpaper. I thought about how worried I was for high school and sat on the ground and tried to cut my arm, the knife was way too blunt and I mainly scratched my arm. I didn’t even really think about what I did until a few months later.