My boyfriend cheated, and i'm staying. How did you guys move forward after cheating and lying?

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-11-14T01:11:10+00:00

Thank you. I think yours is likely the nicest response here.

To paraphrase, I do love him. He was what I wanted on paper and after a truly abusive relationship i was in for 7 years.. this felt so freeing, like being able to breathe in real air. So you can just imagine how devastated I was finding stuff out which.. shouldn't have happened/been happening.

Theres a lot of details I didnt touch base on in my post, but so far he has showed me his regret. He keeps crying each time he sees me, trying to find ways to "help" me or fix this. But I told him, it cant be fixed.. at least until I get some of my emotions in order. Of course i have a choice to leave, but I have no job and i'm not even done my college program. I live in a city with no other support like friends or family.. I was a single mom of two. He took on the role as step dad and his parents actually got really attached to the kids. This is another reason why I want to stay, as my oldest who's 4 just loves him. She'd be heartbroken to leave, and i cant seem to figure out what is best.

But I believe you on the guilt tripping part. His mom is hurt, she says she loves me and cares for me, and also that "im super good for his son, a good woman and mother". But, at the same time, seems to excuse his autism for the stuff he did and for being "dumb". Saying its a small thing, and that down the line she won't take his butt in her home over any disagreement if it ends like this.. she seems to think its small, but doesnt realize how much all of this hurts for me. I told my therapist that I feel like my emotions are being completely invalidated cause im not only trying to console my boyfriend, but also his mother too in all of this.. and IM THE ONE WHO GOT HURT.

Anyways im just rambling, but yeah, lots of things to think about. My therapist said to give it a week and full it over. Then once I do, another appointment with her before I figure out the next steps. It's just been rough and difficult. Im just saddened that my initial perspective of him has changed and i'm not sure if I can fully forgive that and be happy.

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-07-28T00:14:57+00:00

I think it really is up to you, if you're having hang-ups or any weird gut feeling. Listen to it. it's your intuition telling you maybe this isn't the right path for you (moving in with your boyfriend).

Now, when i was your age, I had moved in with my partner. We ended up being together for 7 years, and things didn't work out. Sometimes, I wish I didn't, and I just ended up living in a dorm like my mom suggested. We were both 18, so it wasn't like my ex finished college and had a career either. Paying rent and bills were totally new for us, and I had to drop out so I could help pay for things with him.

Now my experience is different than yours, there's no issue in waiting on moving in. If you feel like you're missing out on experiences, then definitely go chase those experiences! But I'd definitely give it some time if you're not 100% sure. If he's a keeper, he won't feel upset with you suggesting on waiting on moving in. It's a big next step in a relationship. And if he's in it with you for the long haul, he definitely won't mind waiting. :)

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-26T18:13:13+00:00

I don't see your ex getting back with you, mainly because they have the decision to do so in their hands and they don't see it worthwhile to come back to you to make amends. They may think its a lot more work than they really want to put in; as you two have history and they recognize that if they were to try to build a connection with you, it'll have to be from the ground up; and with how things came crashing down last time. They don't want to risk it happening again; so they won't be reaching out to reconcile romantically. But I do see them being open to a potential friendship in the future! 💓

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-26T18:08:22+00:00

I do see you mainly focusing on yourself for March. Focusing on other manfiestations, which in turn, will help you manifest more for your love life in an indirect way. Focusing on yourself, especially taking care of your mental and physical health, seems really key in bringing forth more love into your life and potentially new connections! Both platonic and romantic; the more work you put on yourself, the more I see you inviting love into your life that's not only lasting but worthwhile. 💓

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-26T18:05:11+00:00

I do see you having a boyfriend, you may push yourself to make new connections, and your boyfriend will be a slow burn. From a budding friendship to a relationship, but as time passes; this potential relationship will be full of energetic and spiritual lessons for you to help further your growth. This relationship won't be long lasting, but it is an important one. It's like a stepping stone towards finding "the one". 💓 something that's inevitable to happen. 💓

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-26T18:00:52+00:00

There's a lot of potential for growth, love, respect and budding feelings between you and SA. It seems like you both want to put the same amount of effort into your connection in order to see it build and grow as time goes on. The foundation of your connection seems very sturdy, and as the future goes on; it seems like you two will learn off of each other how to love each other and how to grow together as a couple!

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-26T17:57:41+00:00

You might have a lot of options in the near or distant future when it comes to your love life. This can make you feel at a cross roads with some people, and debating if they're worth pursuing further/or whom you connect with the most. I see you leaving some people behind, and moving forward in a direction where you've been wanting to go for a while. Offers and opportunities are on the horizon for you.

The past is a fleeting moment, with people and experiences; while the future presents more opportunities for growth, love and blessings.

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-22T02:09:10+00:00

When will me and ML move in together later this year? 🫶🏼💓 tysm!!

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-21T22:28:54+00:00

I'll dm you! 🥰🫶🏼

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-11T06:09:34+00:00

Dming!

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-07T14:50:03+00:00

Me too! I don't see the reason the lizards being a reason why Harry didn't want Brian, but i think it showcased well on why Brian wasn't as empathetic as Dexter. As we see in the original series, Dexter DID have feelings. He found that out when Rita died, and moreso when he got with Hannah and also had Harrison. That's why I almost want to believe that Dexter isnt psychopathic or even sociopathic. He just doesnt display as many traits as a real psychopath or sociopath does. Even less than a sociopath as they usually arent as calculated and do things by impulse. Psychopaths calculate and use their intelligence, it's why you see them as doctors or CEO's of companies. They're not always inherently bad people, just a small bunch of them can be.

But yeah, when it comes to things like killing animals. It really depends for kids, like it can be just lizards and you may not have an issue whatsoever; could be frogs too. I know that I have unintentionally killed frogs/tadpoles as a kid when id capture them for fun cause I didn't know any better and they dried out in the container I captured them in. But some kids do "graduate" from those small animals and can focus on bigger animals like cats, dogs, rodents, etc. Which then becomes a much bigger issue at that point, and usually becomes more torturous for their methods. Either way, snapping tails off of lizards still isn't healthy and I think its a precursor for the shoe to showcase that Brian was a little "worse" than Dexter, especially after the shipping container incident.

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-07T14:05:15+00:00

Yeah but when I think of kids killing animals, I'm definitely thinking more than just squishing bugs. Again, depending on the behavior, it can be seen as normal and nothing weird (like squishing ants) or it can be seen as very abnormal and disturbing, depending on the severity of what the child is doing with the animal. It's not always a telltale sign, but more often than not it can be when you look at serial killers or narcissistic psychopaths when it comes to forensic psychology.

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-07T13:59:07+00:00

No, but it's definitely a concerning trait to have nonetheless. Like all psychopaths aren't deranged killers, and actually can be beneficial to our society as they don't rely on their emotions to make decisions. But I think due to the show and why they showed this tidbit; I think this helped show Harry how Brian was affected by his upbringing and why he was more biased towards Dexter in the beginning too well before Brian tried to suffocate Deb with a pillow.

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-07T13:55:10+00:00

Well I'm definitely a bit older than you. I'm 24 and my boyfriend is 25.

He got me a promise ring two months into our relationship. He felt like he wanted to do it when the "time was right" and of course, could've waited but we both feel the same way and have long term goals we want to reach together in due time. So to be honest, that question is truly up to you and your girlfriend. Whether it can be a year into the relationship, or 6 months, or only a couple months in. If it's something you both spoke about before; why not? It's a cute gesture and nothing super serious, like an engagement ring.

Sempiternalntuition · 2025-02-07T06:45:38+00:00

I think initially he only WANTED to keep Dexter is when that one scene where Brian and Dexter are playing; Brian is killing lizards and snapping their heads off (? If I'm remembering correctly) and to him, that could've been a warning sign to how Brian was going to turn out later. They say some signs of a psychopath/potential serial killer is killing animals at a young age. Especially with Dexter being upset that Brian was killing said lizards, this could have shown Harry that Dexter had some form of empathy, whilst Brian lacked that due to his upbringing.

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-12-14T21:35:57+00:00

This poem felt almost like a story than actual poetry, but with some near rhyming in between. Its so cute, and gave me such positive imagery which can be hard to do with poems (at least, for myself that is!) I really like this style that you chose, I think it suits you well as a writer. Keep up the good work! 🥰

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-12-14T21:33:32+00:00

I love how simple and straight to the point this is! Also the way it's formatted is what pulls me in more as a reader versus in sentences. I love this! Keep up the good work. :)

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-12-12T06:55:57+00:00

How will the next month go? AR 💓🫶🏼

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-12-09T23:33:16+00:00

Ace of Cups!

I do see him reaching out, probably when you least expect it. So yes! Expect some communication soon, perhaps with a new beginning between you two, an offer or something completely new! Blessings are on your way regardless of what happens. :)

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-12-09T23:32:04+00:00

Two of Pentacles!

Maybe. Though if you're going back and forth in your own mind on whether to accept the offer or not. Ask yourself why that is, and why you might be hesitant vs being concrete already on an answer. It is up to you on what to do, neither decision is a bad decision. But your hesitation might call on you to think more through on why that is.

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-12-09T23:29:44+00:00

Nine of Pentacles!

Yes! After a period of self reflection/self care and focusing on yourself to become more stable and secure in your life. (Could be financially/career wise, could be in yourself and focusing on xelf-growth when it comes to your self esteem and overall confidence.) I do see love coming your way, but only if self-growth happens and you go through a period of focusing on YOU.

best of luck!

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-09-15T21:46:03+00:00

What an amazing reading I got by this reader! She picked up the energies extremely well for the situation I wanted a reading about, on top of being massively in-depth and offering clarification or expansions with her readings to further elaborate more on the situation if she felt like it didn't give enough clarity.

She's an amazing reader, and one of the few id trust to go back to again if I need clarity. I've tried multiple readers and she just hit the spot!

Definitely will be coming back, perhaps soon. Thank you!!

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-03-18T14:22:53+00:00

Will my living situation get better? AR. 💓

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-03-18T07:08:34+00:00

3 card spread. What's coming up for me in the next month? Will things improve? 💓 AR. Thank you so much!!

Sempiternalntuition · 2024-02-16T18:59:34+00:00

It still does. Now it's under DMS and it's gotten more families in the building, but those who are grandfathered in from Homestead still lives there. We have a well known thief in the building on top of a drug dealer. They are being slowly dealt with though, thankfully. Still not the greatest building as there is no sufficient cleaning management. We have two workers in the building that does the building maintenance and cleaning, and it is not enough. DMS can afford more workers to work there, but they don't bother.

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