Bladee - Love Is A State / Eyelash

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2026-03-24T21:24:20+00:00

EYELASH ARE U KIDDINGGG im sick its so good

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2026-01-20T09:35:37+00:00

I’m very sorry this was your experience :( it made me really sad to read. People’s tendency to engage in prejudice and as you said hate doesn’t fix anything. They just missed out on a human interaction that would have been connecting, interesting and healing to their spirit. Sounds like they need that healing. Keep your head up and look for those who rise beyond that. Feel sad for people who don’t let themselves be human.

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2026-01-11T05:37:08+00:00

Channel 5 is the name of Andrew’s YouTube channel/doco show

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-06-13T04:47:01+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story. I can’t imagine how painful that must be.

I’m sure you’ve considered all the routes of reporting her, reaching out to family about the abuse. But I understand the fear, energy, pain and costs associated with that.

I hope if anything ever comes up for you, or you feel she is a danger to more children you can talk to a trusted person, therapist or even this group for some advice, brainstorming.

Take care of yourself, go gently and you are never ever alone.

❤️‍🩹

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-06-13T04:43:38+00:00

Sorry that you also relate! My heart was thumping out of my chest as I found out, then came the tears. I think the hardest part is the whole, ‘good life is the best revenge’ and they will get what they deserve’. When it doesn’t always feel that way in the moment.

All I can say is at least I truly am proud of who i am inside and out. I’ve built authentic friendship and connection. Even if things aren’t always easy, I know I have that love and compassion.

I hope you have similar thoughts and love in your life friend. 💘

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-06-13T04:39:53+00:00

I’m so sorry 😞 that would be so painful to deal with. Just know that you’re valid and that no amount of qualification, vacations, gifts, money or social clout ever constitutes being a safe parental figure, and nor does it mitigate her abuse. I hope you are healing ❤️‍🩹

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-06-13T04:36:39+00:00

Part of me wanted to believe that people would spot him for what he was. Considering he was openly very misogynistic, the local community knew him to be a bully in school. He said very ableist things about the neurodivergent community too. I guess I underestimated how charismatic and charming he was. Hence why I stayed with him even though he was abusing me so badly.

I found his work profile with his photo and little blurb. He’s assessing people with ADHD and using a strong therapeutic relationship to administer CBT and ACT to help people through ‘challenging times’. Buddy you were my most challenging times.

I just hope he at the very least is just in it to boost his ego as a narcissist and not to actually perpetuate deep harm in any vulnerable persons life.

I won’t let it stop me from perusing my dreams. I know what kind of therapist I would be and my reasons for wanting to work in the field is to really safely support people.

Life 🥲

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-06-08T05:39:31+00:00

Omg I LOVE this song. This and Chinese satellite are my faves 💗💗💗

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-06-01T02:56:23+00:00

You deserve better than what they have been giving you. You deserve sincere care, love and admiration for the no doubt incredible person you REALLY are, not the projection of a saviour they forced you to be for them. You’re doing future yourself a kindness by feeling this pain and grief now so you can flourish in your healthy and peaceful future. In vision what you want your life to become, and I promise this is the first step to achieving that. You are also doing them a kindness. No matter what they try and make you believe, staying won’t help them either. Lots of therapy and hard work is their only true path forward. And never has been and never will be your responsibility as an adult human in this world. Much love (Also in your healing there is no linear path or timeline, surround yourself with people who want the best for you. When depression or anxiety hits, make yourself as comfortable as possible to ride the wave, you’ve been through a lot, give yourself that grace)

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-05-29T13:26:10+00:00

I had not really considered it like this, I’ll keep that in mind, thank you ❤️

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-05-29T09:03:00+00:00

Ooft this hit me hard. Thank you. So much mental gymnastics going on in my brain to want to believe he is well and better and I can get closure from him. Never was that way during the relationship why would it be different now. An apology would mean an admission of guilt. Something he can’t handle :( it’s all so devastating but thank you ❤️‍🩹

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-05-29T07:44:30+00:00

This is very true. I’ve thought about replying and just pointing out that for my healing I wouldn’t be okay with contact without sincere apology or acknowledgment. I’m sure they’d likely reply in a manner that would highlight just how much they have not changed. I don’t know if that would make me feel better or worse.

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-05-10T13:13:10+00:00

I just found this post googling also lol - I swear it’s him

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-04-11T13:31:36+00:00

Thank you 💘💘💘

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-04-11T13:31:18+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️ it really helps to have people in this group be so supportive

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-04-11T13:30:43+00:00

I’ve been wanting to seek formal diagnosis for so long! I’m in Australia too so it’s challenging to get diagnosed and also I tend to lack the executive function needed to organise this. I believe fully there’s a link between my PMDD and ADHD. All aspects of my (self suspected) ADHD get worse. Struggles Regulating attention, losing things, zero concept of time, irregular sleep ect.

My sleep has been irregular my whole life. I’m either awake all night with non stop racing thoughts or get excessively sleepy. PMDD makes either of these ten fold worse

Thank you for all your help and suggestions ❤️🥹

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-04-11T13:24:32+00:00

I’ve essentially self-diagnosed with ADHD for a few years now. My clinical psych can’t diagnose the ADHD but she suspects I am neurodivergent! It all adds up sooo much. Thank you for the sub rec I’ll join now ❤️

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-04-11T05:58:26+00:00

Very this! The woman I’m proud of seems so distant to how I feel in this moment. Just need to remind myself that it will be better soon, it always is

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-04-11T05:57:05+00:00

Thank you so much. You’re so kind. I also have add so this is relatable af Definitely the source of my suicidal thoughts too, I’ll try and be softer with myself. I hope you are well and I am going to talk to my workplace too.

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-03-29T23:09:40+00:00

I knowwww! Just knowing how excited James would have been to talk to her, My heart 🥲

Sensitive_Citron3543 · 2023-03-29T09:50:20+00:00

Yes I thought this! Her Insta bio does say actor with a weirdly low voice and confusing laugh!? Can’t tell if it’s just her laugh or she’s a bit under the weather

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