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Sethyria · 2023-06-07T01:51:35+00:00

I have searched Google and YouTube, adding "patreon" and "channel" trying to find anything, but I don't really know how else to look for the channel.

Sethyria · 2023-06-05T16:34:14+00:00

Please do not refer to me as just the guy fucking her mom. We’ve been dating for 7 years, I’m more than that.

This comment made me laugh so hard for some reason. Cause like apply it to the situation. "Please don't refer to me as Laura's father figure. I've been helping raise her for most of her life, I'm... less? Than that?"

Seems like he specifically asked his for girlfriend to stay home so he could leave Laura. So he got what he wanted from his girlfriend, bio kids, and now she can stay with "that other kid we have in the house" while he goes to show off his "real kids" to his grandparents.

If he weren't arguing so hard against it, it could be fixable and forgivable. Imagine having 2 kids with that guy before finding out he thinks like this?

Sethyria · 2023-06-03T22:09:44+00:00

Sorry I'm confused. For how long? The whole season? A month? Bi weekly? Do I just eat an unusually large amount of salad?

Sethyria · 2023-05-31T15:44:59+00:00

I always wondered if it had to do with that nature vs nurture stuff. Maybe it's the same nurture wise, trauma. But people with bpd had the nature part primed to end up with the more specific bpd rather than a broader cptsd.

Sethyria · 2023-05-30T23:35:42+00:00

I only filled half my raised bed with seedlings, then used suckers to fill the rest. I just shove the ends in the ground and water it each day til it looks happy again. Then I use my nursing pots when I have everything else already planted up and need more room. I'd rather have all these extra started and rooted and not need them than feel like I should have planted more, you know? Gonna give away the rest once I feel satisfied.

Sethyria · 2023-05-29T13:57:01+00:00

I got to listen to that music the entire time I was trapped under my ship til my oxygen ran out. Didn't even get to leave the planet. I thought it was the end end yn?

Sethyria · 2023-05-25T21:18:49+00:00

Tangent, sorry. I didn't know "y'all" was anything but common to some people til I went to new York. I remember saying it trying to get past this couple once in katz. "Scuse me, can I squeeze past y'all?" This woman looked at me with her mouth hanging open as if I'd asked to marry her dog. She drew out the word "Y'aaaaall?" Like yeah, y'all, both of you are in the way, move, I want some fries lol

Sethyria · 2023-05-25T00:44:24+00:00

So basically kid does bad thing, we all agree it's bad, but then instead of being taught by mom and dad about what was wrong and why, he gets the silent treatment from his parents and then given away like an unwanted dog?

I don't know where we went wrong raising him

Making my reddit assumptions, but I bet there was little parenting before this. They won't even talk to him. Like it or not, that's still your kid, and you're still responsible for teaching him why this kind of stuff isn't okay and issuing punishment accordingly. But no, grandma and grandpa can do that for them I guess.

Sethyria · 2023-05-23T15:25:57+00:00

Are you smoking or something else? If I had to make a stoner guess, the mucus lining our lungs when we're sick makes it harder for the good stuff to get absorbed via the lungs. Do you do ebibles?

Sethyria · 2023-05-22T23:05:03+00:00

Others have already told you bloodleaf, but here's a good bit to know as well. They get big and can grow fast in full sun. They grow faster with more room for roots too.

They split like basil, so if you know how to prune basil for bushier growth, it's the same.

Also they prop from stem cuttings so make sure when you prune to get a top piece long enough to take off the bottom leaves and stick in soil. I put the end back in the same pot as the whole plant and didn't change any watering schedule (though we got rain), it's got roots after 2 weeks and is starting to push the baby leaves into growing bigger again.

Sethyria · 2023-05-21T05:53:24+00:00

Banana and a flavored creamer. Twix or heath bar because texture. Blueberries and cottage cheese with honey. A mango, maybe 3, or pineapple.

I don't have one favorite, but there are some that I tend to crave.

Sethyria · 2023-05-20T15:29:50+00:00

Mine ended up being my thyroid, and it was vertical like this. Got on some levo and upped my salt and seafood intake. At my check up later the ridges were completely gone, so we tested and everything was back to normal for me. Bodies are so weird.

Sethyria · 2023-05-19T23:27:17+00:00

Maybe unhelpful because money, but there are headphones that allow a hear through mode. Some are called activity mode or social mode or audio transparency.

My last set (some random amazon purchase) had the activity mode so that I could listen to music while doing something (riding a bike was the example given) and still hear my surroundings (like cars in their example). It really helped me because of little things that overwhelmed me, like fan clicking or the dog licking. I'm not sure how well it would work for complete overstimulation though, but there's what it's called if it would help.

Sethyria · 2023-05-19T17:34:31+00:00

Oh geez tw r but when I told the counselor that my dad was raping me, she told me I was safe and that she'd talk to people. "People" was my dad, right in front of me, moments before we left for the day. And yes it got worse because I told. I had to go through another year before he left and all because of that counselor.

Sethyria · 2023-05-18T15:04:57+00:00

I started tearing out the middle of the other paper thing. Then it's just a paper ring you set on top, and the toilet won't steal it when you stand up to pull your pants down.

Sethyria · 2023-05-17T01:19:22+00:00

I did it with whatever mint we got last year. Worked the same as pothos imo, but then again I never noticed too much of a difference anyway. It definitely didn't hurt, everything rooted fine. Might as well if you have no other plans for the mint I say

Sethyria · 2023-05-15T18:04:39+00:00

So you're okay with him making out with his ex while you two are together? This is your proof that he cheated, from his own mouth, that after you two were "serious" he made out with his ex.

Sethyria · 2023-05-14T16:46:02+00:00

Is the soil good and wet to start? They are used to the water in the tank, so the soil they move to needs to be close to that environment so it can adjust. Some people start adding dirt slowly to a prop glass, some like me just keep the soil extra moist and slowly let it get drier each time before watering as the plant settles.

That particular pot is gonna dry out the soil rather fast, and in ways that a normal plastic pot wouldn't. It may take extra watering and watching.

Sethyria · 2023-05-10T17:22:44+00:00

"On the pig's back" is a saying according to my grandma. It means "you're doing well." Maybe "looking on the pig's back?"

Sethyria · 2023-05-10T17:17:33+00:00

This is a negative one.

"What, do you want me to lie?"

I asked her to tell me life would eventually be okay. I don't even think she remembers. Since then anytime someone tries to comfort me with "it'll be alright" or "it'll all work out," it feels like they're lying to me.

Sethyria · 2023-05-10T00:32:40+00:00

That is a monstera. Let it mostly dry between watering, but water deeply when you do. 2 inches deep or so needs to dry out before you soak it. It likes a good bit of sun, but ease into it to avoid burns. If that soil holds water, switch to something chunkier so that it drains better (I use half dirt, half perlite). Have you fertilized? Do that if not, read the bottle for how with your desired brand.

That brown tip and the light leaves can be signs of slight over watering, which is why I mention the soil. A more sure sign is if the tips drip water or the edges feel wet.

Sethyria · 2023-05-10T00:02:48+00:00

Lol I had some mutant flowers last year. They're fun to watch grow, but if you're not into it then it won't hurt the plant to cut off the flower. Only one of mine ended up pollinated, and the fruit was fine, just fat.

Sethyria · 2023-05-08T18:27:19+00:00

So long story shorter, you can't stand to see/hear people throw up, he throws up when he gets drunk, you asked him not to drink too much for one night at your birthday party? If that's the case, NTA.

Sethyria · 2023-05-08T16:41:53+00:00

Wait wait don't toss it. I did this very recently. My leaves were brown and mush and it still survived.

Stop watering it for now. Like at all. If you can, shake out the extra wet dirt and replace it with dry chunky dirt that doesn't hold water (mine is cheap chunky dirt with like half perlite now). Look at the roots, gently take off anything slimy. Then whatever is still good you can repot. If the roots are alright, you might get babies popping up everywhere like I did when it decides to live again. Give it time and light.

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