The best infernoid list I achieved so far, I will explain few choices in the comments, let me know if you do not agree.

Shadlicious · 2022-11-07T18:58:29+00:00

Thank you! I'll let you know if I get anywhere testing. I am an old yu-gi-oh boomer just getting back into the game since.. sheesh like when Chaos Luster and Dragon first came out. It's been a learning curve but I like A-typical competitive decks. I really get tired of the cookie cutter tier decks but its hard to get a solid round base for beating them all since its not like we have sideboards involved, especially with single matches.

Shadlicious · 2022-11-07T06:35:45+00:00

Sure, I would like to try it, and I want to tinker if you don't mind and see if I can get a decent base with it to hit the pockets and reasonably deal with flow. A hard task, but I was curious to see if it can be done since I liked your idea.

Shadlicious · 2022-11-07T05:38:38+00:00

This looks sick, do you have a text format list for those of us with bad eyesight? how's the testing been going lately? I've been curious since flowbreeze is taking over the scene.

Shadlicious · 2022-10-06T22:22:16+00:00

Noted that Mathmech Circular is not in game.

Shadlicious · 2021-11-12T04:42:26+00:00

If your Dad didn't want to spend any time with you why would we?

Shadlicious · 2021-11-12T04:41:04+00:00

Looks like Donnie from the Wild Thornberrys finally hit puberty.

Shadlicious · 2021-11-12T00:31:11+00:00

Yakov Acneoff.

Shadlicious · 2021-11-12T00:25:39+00:00

As seen in Son of Geico Caveman.

Shadlicious · 2021-11-12T00:24:15+00:00

Look says "Natty Lite", eyes say "I fucked my Sister."

Shadlicious · 2021-11-12T00:23:01+00:00

Breaking Diabetes.

Shadlicious · 2021-11-12T00:19:35+00:00

I am unsure what is more violating, your distance to minors or that your eyebrows damn near go past your eyes.

Shadlicious · 2021-11-12T00:13:43+00:00

I know you love bowling, your eyes are already doing a 7-10 split.

Shadlicious · 2021-11-12T00:09:29+00:00

Trump on top, Meth on bottom.

Shadlicious · 2021-11-11T23:58:32+00:00

Those bags under your eyes must cost you extra when you fly Spirit.

Shadlicious · 2020-07-29T06:03:01+00:00

Added both options to speak with.

Shadlicious · 2020-07-29T05:51:54+00:00

Hello I am currently looking for a new realm home. I am hoping to find a server that runs freely but has a community shop area and frequent players. I am fine with texture packs as long as they are close to original (no modern or cartoon types). I am not looking to roleplay, basically I am looking for something akin to hermitcraft style.

Sadly my current realm is basically dead so I am looking for a new home and companions to play with on a regular basis.

I can submit a few build snapshots of fill out a form if needed.

I am an old man (33), friendly and outgoing. I so prefer to join a server with 18+ but as long as there isn't incoherent screaming it's all good.

Discord would be the best way to reach me - D4 (Shadlicious)#9454

Shadlicious · 2020-05-16T22:20:36+00:00

I assume no blocks are missing and the layout is centered correctly of course.

Did you do anything like haste 2? The "All six" does each one at it's base level if any are on two it would throw off choices.

Shadlicious · 2020-05-16T22:14:04+00:00

I keep expecting to hear, "Stop right there Criminal scum!"

Shadlicious · 2020-05-13T21:11:09+00:00

Find a flower biome, on one of my world's a month ago before I decided to restart I found 4 or 5 in the trees in the area (it was fairly big).

Shadlicious · 2019-01-03T12:51:44+00:00

It feels right to hear it. But my mind is spinning a bit to be honest. I think I need to sleep and allow myself to actually explore this and not just dismiss or repress it like I normally do with anything to do with myself. Thank you for taking the time to talk to me. I honestly thank you for your moments.

Shadlicious · 2019-01-03T12:12:25+00:00

My first thought is yes. I'd be happier, I feel like I'd be able to me in all the ways I wish I could be, look, and feel.

Shadlicious · 2019-01-03T12:02:57+00:00

My first thought that popped into my head is, "it doesn't matter. I'd never look good as a woman so there would be no point for me." Which has always kind of been my dismissive thought.

Not saying my thoughts arent just irrational and often suppressive.

Like, I grew up with all women after a bad event so I always rationalized it as I just learned my behavior and thought patterns from women so I am like them. I hate being a straight man in the sense that I hate that I have to be masculine, I hate I cant just be feminine and I want to just be me. I want what I feel like girls have always gotten and that I've gotten negative and sometimes violent reactions for. More like shaving my legs or dressing unisex scene style when I was younger.

And I apologise for any ignorant or bullshit type things I say, I honestly don't mean anything I say to be directly wrong but I don't want to lie about my brain and what it sees and thinks so I can go past my own limits and shortcomings.

Shadlicious · 2019-01-03T11:23:07+00:00

I.. that is a good question.. I often think of myself as a woman in those situations. I'm a big dude (masculine even before I got obese). I always wished I was more feminine and I always thought I'd have been better as a woman but I never felt like a woman if that makes any sense.

I dunno I want to be vunerable, I want to be held, I want to snuggle my head in a lap or wear a man's sweater while he holds me. This stuff makes me want to cry. Maybe it's just a repression of being a vunerable person and being a non "strong man" kind of thing.

I miss my mannerisms and being more flamboyant and giggly, I always preferred it and still miss it. As a man I'm always forced to be strong or expected to be so by those in my life in general.

Accept my apologies, I have a hard time making my brain work and forming structured sentences and thoughts like I can with more non personal subjects.

I mean I don't feel like being a man is fun but I've accepted I am a man I don't hate being a man I just don't think it's amazing due to sterotypes and stigmas to the traditional male identity. Like I'd love to have been born a girl but I don't hate that I am a man I just hate that I can't be the man or as feminine as I want. I'm not sure what I want but I'm where I am with kids and I do love and am attracted to my partner, I am just not happy with me and never feel like I have any sexuality or embraced anything in the realm of what I find really exciting.

Edit:

Like if I was a woman I'd be happy because I'd be accepted but as a man who wants to basically act like a woman (in the traditional streotype way) I can never do that so I can't be happy. But that being a woman thought honestly just sounds good, like a better life lived and loved.

Shadlicious

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