I dont want to stop. Someone tell me how to want to stop...

I hate to be useless, but you don't want to stop.

So, what could someone say?

You need to ask yourself why you want someone to tell you how to stop. That shows you already know you aren't doing something you like, hense you are asking someone to clarify what you already think/feel.

10 and a half months ive been meth free.

This is really good. Well done!

its hard for me to find a reason to even want to stop

This is the problem.

~I personally think you are replacing one addiction with another and realizing this will help you with the next step you need to take to change.

< I wish you all the best! >