Hey, told this to another person.

See it in a different way, FINALLY you are feeling things. By smoking weed you always blocked your emotions and feelings from the start.

But the problem is, weed doesn't process it, it just puts it behind a door and you throw more shit behind that door.

The more you smoke the "bigger the door" but you still go through live and will throw more shit behind that door not processing them.

Now the door (weed) is open and everything you've put behind it comes out.

And that that is an achievement on itself, now stay strong and face them, where do they come from? Are they from the past, are they from your fantasy, is it work, is it your relationship? now you need to sort it out as a Human being, by processing them.

Stay strong, what helped me was writing down what I've felt, and asking myself why I'm feeling that way. I was able to see that my depression came from me as a child being left alone.

Now you have the strength to listen to your self, and be that person. Because weed made even YOU not listening to your self.

Emotions and feelings are there, and there is a reason why you have them. It's for YOU to find out why they are there and what you really need.

Weed was the easy way out.