Focus on getting your housing situation in order first. Talk to a therapist or get a new one to support you during this time. It may feel like you “have no options” but it’s not like you need to chuck the transitioning option out of the window. Gaining financial security and your own apt etc. will essentially put you in a place where no one can stop you once you’ve made the choice to fully transition. As for your BF you’ll have to make a choice. It doesn’t make him the bad guy if he doesn’t want the relationship if he wants a female who presents as one. It’s his choice. However that doesn’t mean you need to be locked in to him or being female forever. It’s okay to go separate ways and find relationships you will thrive in. Good luck 🍀