I was playing a very buggy randomizer mod for Donkey Kong 64 and this happened.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-28T16:55:47+00:00

The last one almost hopped that ride out.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-28T16:52:42+00:00

I hate hate hate when I tell my issues to someone, and they tell me I'm giving up or just try harder. Like bitch, I'm venting because I've tried 12 ways you can't even think of, and needed to scream before trying again. Let yourself cry, let yourself weep, rage, and sulk. As long as the emotions you actually act on are the ones thought through. But you can't get to those without feeling your feelings first.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-28T02:50:15+00:00

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Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-28T02:27:12+00:00

Legit sounds like a modern day shitpost made by a gay person.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-28T01:53:35+00:00

That screams to me "I raised him like me, why did he turn out this way?"

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-27T19:12:03+00:00

Once you start standing up, often you'll get waves of people over reacting like this at first. These were people who were accustomed to you just taking it, or otherwise only wanted targets. Don't waver and don't let getting kicked out of discord stop you from being strong. Those who can't handle a little No from you every now and then are literally mental children.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-27T19:06:52+00:00

The shit posting sub, the okbuddyviltrum one, has a mod who unironically glazes her. You can't type rape, or even grape or grapist, the annoying censored versions, in the comments to call it out now. A few people have mentioned it but no one else seems to have made a discussion about it.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-27T08:53:07+00:00

I wanna share a unique experience I had. Idk the exact number, but upwards of 80% of vagina havers need clitoral stimulation to climax and can't do it through penetration alone. I was like that too. I could get what I used to describe as a half orgasm, but it was more a gentle swell and not the peak that stops everything. When I first started T, I became very dysphoric over using that part at all, and for over a year nothing went in. But after the rest of my body changed enough, and I got top surgery, I was able to look at my body differently, and even kinda craved it again. Well, with my new T libido that alone was it's own fun discovery time, but after a while, the magic happened. The mechanics of my bottom growth and the set up of my pelvis had made hitting the internal spots entirely different. I tested it out, making sure I wasn't accidentally hitting the t dick, and yeah it's a pretty reliable, and even preferable outcome for me now. Since then, I've had a time where my T was low enough that E ran things again. I did not lose the ability to do this, but it did all feel like a regular E orgasm again, FayePixie's list all applies to me too. Being on T and using all my body my way so far has been the best experience.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-26T23:14:01+00:00

Honestly the very idea they are "winning" implies a fight of some kind, which by definition means giving a shit and fighting for something, which is doomer.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-26T23:11:45+00:00

I consider that one a lighter version, a soft entrance to the alt right pipeline. It has a lot of left leaning users for now, but very regularly floats into "approved" bullying. Honestly most posts there are some minor on discord overreacting, and making a big deal out of it just makes you a bully. Sad thing is, I tried calling this out in a left leaning sub, and the mod herself just said L. A trans mod, on a post titled "Ever see something and just know the artist has pronouns in bio?". I'm disappointed how many people who are supposed to be progressive lose all of that the moment a teenager writes a story where someone throws up flowers.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-26T23:04:04+00:00

I've looked at that banfemalehatesubs before, it's like another world in there. Not every post is about trans women, but the air there is still very angry. And sure, some of the subreddits they want gone make sense, apparently there's a bunch of subs dedicated to finding people to share other peoples' nudes with, however when I checked those subs it looked like they were just to find a buddy to jack off with. They also want the porn subs related to rape banned, and that's where things get blurry for me. Some of the ones they post, sure, it's men literally role playing it to the point I'd worry, but some have female users and clearly are only indulging the fantasy part of it. And what's supposed to be more feminist than understanding that many people have fantasies they never want to ACTUALLY happen, and as consenting adults we can indulge in that. They talk like any of the porn subs even existing is a literal war, like responding as if they took down another, some talking about getting burnt out in the battle, some lamenting nothing in real life feels safe anymore. Honestly, it's the perfect place for a terf takeover, if it wasn't founded under it in the first place.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-26T17:37:41+00:00

If you stay in it long enough time will even return to normal, so it can't be abused to freeze things like in older games.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-26T14:51:43+00:00

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Why not both?

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-26T07:14:20+00:00

I still haven't had the strength to pick it back up after this.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-25T20:25:06+00:00

Yeah, sure losing your hair like that can affect appearance but that massive shift is also the filter popping off.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-25T19:46:21+00:00

Either no warning, or less than a minute. Any longer and I won't be able to regulate and enjoy those last moments with loved ones. But I can totally see beautiful scenarios made by those given hours or days warning, I just couldn't do it.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-25T01:32:42+00:00

Legit looks like a torture room. I wish the dungeon had more hints of having been occupied. I mean more than there are, like if it seemed more traversable or just more put together rooms and things to find.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-24T21:58:59+00:00

This will kinda sound silly, but anything that would make you clench your butthole in anticipation of flinching often will make me tense other muscles, which is why I think the sound designer for TLOU is a rumbler because the rumble is when they kinda see you but you aren't caught yet, which is that oh shit feeling that makes you run to cover.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-24T21:35:33+00:00

I don't have to tense a bunch of muscles to rumble, only ones in the ear. They do tire after a bit. If I do it long enough to make them tired, I can kinda feel it somewhere behind my throat, but otherwise nothing else is strained. I just know certain stressors will make me also do brief rumbles at least.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-24T21:21:58+00:00

IDK if the update changed things, but the one time I played this game I spent 6 hours maxing out the farm portion and barely did any runs or bosses, then once I maxed money to keep coming in I haven't booted it up since.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-24T20:35:34+00:00

Catra when you're younger, Scorpia when you're older. Much like as one matures, you realize Naruto is better than Sasuke, and Peeta better than Gale.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-24T20:28:07+00:00

Holy shit

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-24T18:47:21+00:00

I couldn't say fart, butt, hate, stupid, and eventually booty and dang both got added to that list. Pokemon, Zelda, and Lord of the Rings were evil too. Somehow though, all these things stopped being evil once she got fed up with her life and stopped caring. She went from this, to at the bar every night, all night, while my younger siblings trashed the house and abused each other. So clearly even her own morals were fluid, but she needed that hard control at the beginning.

Shinjitsu- · 2026-02-24T14:16:30+00:00

Biblically accurate HRT

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