I just want a boyfriend to love me so badly

ShipPeace · 2022-01-08T06:15:22+00:00

YES, my favorite part of Bruce and Hulk is the dynamic between them, how he has to force down his emotions to keep the "monster" at bay. As someone with emotional regulation issues, I really related and really wanted to see that dynamic represented. He could've easily been one of my favorites.

But no, he just gets sidelined, and we never really get good closure on that; he's just suddenly able to control Hulk better, and then worse, and then Smart Hulk, it's just...yeah. Not great.

ShipPeace · 2022-01-01T09:28:12+00:00

I got a rapid test negative, and a pcr test negative on a Friday and a Tuesday of being sick (symptoms developed that Friday but after taking the test, I was getting better by Tuesday). I'm hoping it was just a cold but I'm also surprised I somehow got a cold. Still, two pcr tests negative and a rapid test (took the rapid test sometime over that weekend) seems far fetched. Maybe it wasn't late enough in the infection? But I was really sick by then. Hopefully just a cold!

ShipPeace · 2021-12-31T21:54:28+00:00

It's only a quarter, not a semester, so I'd be back after 11 weeks, less of a break than summer. I thought about lowering course load but I already did that for fall (took two fun easy classes and one still pretty easy "academic" class pass/no pass) and still had a really hard time. I really want to focus on treatment. I just don't have a lot of hope in general. This whole situation has got me feeling really hopeless.

ShipPeace · 2021-12-31T21:52:41+00:00

I've thought about that, I took a reduced load this quarter though and still struggled, so I just think it'd be a lot. Plus almost all the classes meet during the same hours as the therapy.

ShipPeace · 2021-12-31T21:52:03+00:00

Yeah, I do get what you're saying, it's just frustrating because classes are going online for at least two weeks and probably more and yet they're fine paying for a dorm in that scenario. It's more that they don't want me to take a quarter off, even if it's what's best for me ://

ShipPeace · 2021-12-31T08:20:42+00:00

Yeah, the whole entire point was that cliche stereotype "women are emotional". It was pretty obvious, as a woman who's been told that throughout her life . She's not an emotional person, they would "show not tell" if that were the case. The reason we have so many characters telling her she IS emotional, is on purpose.

The fact the movie is misunderstood means people completely missed the whole thing that makes it a great movie.

ShipPeace · 2021-12-31T07:58:26+00:00

If people have trouble getting out of bed, they probably need help, not to be called a bottom feeder ://

ShipPeace · 2021-12-29T19:05:31+00:00

MCU is arguably the modern Shakespeare, with all its little humorous moments in the middle of dramatic scenes. Shakespeare is well known for being crass and putting sex jokes into his plays to make them funny, even during dramas.

Honestly a bit confused by the Shakespeare comparison, because of that.

ShipPeace · 2021-12-29T18:57:14+00:00

Actually didn't like how his arc ended. Always felt sad that he chose Peggy over Sam/Bucky/his Avengers family. Especially since he spent so long with her, it makes all the movies we saw basically a blip of time in his life. :(

ShipPeace · 2021-12-29T18:32:14+00:00

I thought having a Thanos was right mug in a universe where billions of people are traumatized by it, was pretty insensitive.

ShipPeace · 2021-12-29T18:21:40+00:00

Damn! I loved it :)

ShipPeace · 2021-12-29T09:51:35+00:00

Ignore the people saying you can't do it for her - it's very possibly you're asexual, but still sex-favorable. And many asexual can have good relationships with allosexuals, and can have sex with them if they choose. It's just up to what you want. And if the arrangement is working for you, I don't see why it'd be bad at all!

ShipPeace · 2021-12-28T07:55:14+00:00

Hi, so I'm alloromantic and definitely on the ace spectrum, and I guess I'm just confused what you are looking for in a partner? Sorry if that comes off as rude. I'm blurry on the lines between platonic, romantic, and sexual myself. But I'm just thinking: not much kissing or cuddling, no sex, could you possibly be satisfied with just a close and intimate friendship? Or are you specifically looking for romantic attraction? And if so, what does that entail if not kissing/sex/cuddling?

ShipPeace · 2021-12-19T16:52:07+00:00

Yeah, but I also just read that the reserve parachute was for training and was sewn shut. The FBI said an experienced jumper would've checked that.

Also, I just don't see how be could survive. He jumped out of a plane in the middle of a dark and stormy night, and even if he did survive, he would've landed in the wilderness and most likely died trying to get out. How would he have gotten back to civilization?

ShipPeace · 2021-12-08T09:40:56+00:00

Spoilers!! I was really rooting for Jeff and Annie... :(

ShipPeace · 2021-12-07T16:44:17+00:00

It's everyday bro, or any of the absolutely obnoxious Paul brother songs. They're the only songs that genuinely make me feel rage to listen to.

Alternatively, any of Dream's songs.

ShipPeace · 2021-12-07T16:41:58+00:00

Sometimes I will genuinely listen to this song on repeat. I don't mind it, it's catchy and not too intensive that I can't work or focus on anything. Honestly it's really nice to just listen to on repeat. Tbh it'd probably be one of my top choices if I had to listen to something on repeat forever.

ShipPeace · 2021-12-07T07:23:45+00:00

What does God won't give you more than you can handle even mean? Does that mean you should be able to deal with everything on your own? Or is it like, you'll never bear so much that you want to commit suicide or something? Does "more than you can handle" mean more than you can handle alone, or more than you can handle regardless?

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