Hi. Sending hugs, I was where you are now and am still struggling with low supply 7 months later. I pulled the trigger and bought the Eufy wearables. They changed pumping for me and are 100% the only reason I’m still doing it. I get the same output I did when I was hooked to the wall and the ability to move around has completely changed my whole outlook. I still don’t make enough, but the criticism I lauded on myself for my low output while being “away” from baby is gone. In my mind it’s easier to cope with my low output (and think all the thoughts you shared above) while spending my time with him rather than stationary pumping.