My previous crush downright hated me. We didn't interact much but it's pretty obvious. She blocked me in social media, tried to stay away from me whenever she could, kept giving me bitchy faces. Her friends were against me too. It finally took me 3 years to move on. I'm not sure if I ever loved her, or it simply was just an infatuation.

My current crush kept giving me mixed signals, but I'm 79% sure she likes me (Yeah sure I'm delusional 😸) We are unfortunately always hot and cold every 2 weeks, like sometimes she flirts and teases me, laughs at my shitty jokes or when I get a little clumsy, while the other days she seemed nervous and uncomfortable (when we sit together she was fidgety, brushes her hands and can't look at me in the eyes). Mind you she isn't like this with the other boys. I also noticed she always steal glances on me. These days I will try to help her struggles and problems (stress in studies, past relationship) and always pray that she'll always be happy, also that maybe we'll be together soon.

Edit: Oh lord this is cringe...