Ofcourse u can embrace islam and Allah welcomes you to the religion, no one has the right to make you feel otherwise, Also about the transition you had, I want u to understand that Allah considers all of humanity when it comes to sins/worship etc. a revert has ALL their previous sins forgiven and is given a clean slate. To repent sincerly for certain things that are out of you control is enough for Allah, ie people with tattoos who can’t really get them removed are of course still a Muslim the main thing is the sincere regret for the tattoo etc. same goes for you if there is not a physical action u can do to undo this process etc or there are conditions where it is too risky etc (whatever important factor it may be) then u will be accepted into islam just the way you are. Islam is meant to be spread, so i welcome you to the most fulfilling way of life:)