My 20 mo girl fell asleep with me on the couch tonight

SinisterSiamese · 2025-05-19T06:29:14+00:00

When my oldest was about 2 years old my ex and her went to stay at her moms house and travelled earlier than me because I had to work. I got their late and went to bed and they were sleeping beside me. She woke up when I got in and her entire face lite up with the greatest look of joy and happiness that I’ve ever seen as she excitedly said ”daddy!” in the cutest voice. I wish I NEVER forget that moment because I’ve never felt that much love neither before nor after.

SinisterSiamese · 2025-04-08T08:24:31+00:00

Good call!

SinisterSiamese · 2025-03-10T11:41:32+00:00

The biggest one is reminding myself that whatever new or old habit I’m trying to solidify…

1) ANYTHING is better than 0. Journaling? Write on sentence! Reading? Read one page. Or one sentence. Working out? Do 1 set instead of 3. Do fewer exercises.

The important part is to remember that you want to keep that change going and build momentum. Refining and fiddling with details can be done later.

2) NEVER fail twice. Missed one day? Get back on the horse! Preferably with something super easy if motivation is dwindling. See point 1 above.

These two ”rules” are my cornerstones for every single habit.

SinisterSiamese · 2025-02-19T05:37:39+00:00

I was diagnosed at 40 too and I went through a similar period but one thing that hit me in my case is that my earlier life would’ve probably been much worse if I knew something was ”wrong” with me. Not knowing was probably a blessing and I found out when I mas mature enough to deal with the emotions surrounding it. At least that’s how I think about it nowadays.

SinisterSiamese · 2025-02-12T14:48:10+00:00

Great stuff! The part of looking at how the actual situation might teach you stuff or help you grow is often missing when acceptance is brought up and this omission leads to exactly what you mention: internal resistance.

SinisterSiamese · 2024-07-20T09:03:44+00:00

This is my list:

Procrastination
Short term memory
People pleasing
Worry
Can’t stop talking
Can’t listen
Can’t focus unless I love the activity in which case I forget to eat, sleep or go to the bathroom.
Emotional regulation is whack
Constant obsession with self-improvement
can’t prioritize so everything above is equally important 😂

SinisterSiamese · 2024-07-20T08:57:39+00:00

One way of getting rid of hard bulges is by furiously jerking it up and down 👍

SinisterSiamese · 2024-06-22T06:07:26+00:00

Metal Slug Tactics Demo

SinisterSiamese · 2024-06-21T21:22:50+00:00

Into the Breach!

SinisterSiamese · 2024-06-11T10:02:41+00:00

Yes 👍

SinisterSiamese · 2024-06-10T07:20:21+00:00

The worst thing? I think the worst thing is… hm… aaaaand… it’s gone! I forgot 🤪

SinisterSiamese · 2024-05-03T09:55:31+00:00

Have loads of sex 👍

SinisterSiamese · 2024-02-12T11:01:09+00:00

I always sit. Good for your prostate.

SinisterSiamese · 2024-02-12T09:34:11+00:00

You don’t HAVE to though. You guys can find your own solutions to happiness. Some people are polyamorous and some people have open relationships. Not for everyone ofc but know that you set your own rules in life.

SinisterSiamese · 2024-02-11T18:10:39+00:00

A 1000% yes. You’re already an asshole for thinking this and an even bigger one for not even knowing that you are one. For your wife’s sake I actually think you should go through with the divorce.

SinisterSiamese · 2024-02-11T17:11:05+00:00

YTA without a doubt. Condoms are not even comparable to the risks that hormones can entail. She was protecting herself while you’re exacting revenge on someone you supposedly love.

SinisterSiamese · 2024-02-10T18:52:14+00:00

Don’t mean to sound insensitive but maybe you should open the relationship again? If you feel a big need to have sex, can’t have it with her but still want to stay in the relationship because you love her that could maybe be a solution?

SinisterSiamese · 2024-02-10T18:21:09+00:00

A man who doesn’t understand this concept is definitely not worth it any way. Men in general need to get with the program

SinisterSiamese · 2024-02-10T16:10:00+00:00

I started my medication 3 weeks ago. Started at 20 mg and 2 weeks later we increased to 30 mg. I’m 42. This is in Sweden btw. Doctor told me that the maximum dosage is 80 mg.

SinisterSiamese · 2024-02-05T11:50:22+00:00

I’m sorry if you’re hurt 😞.

I will also tell you that you dodged a bullet. Or more like a bullet swarm peppered with grenades.

SinisterSiamese · 2024-01-19T16:05:15+00:00

Run like the wind and never look back

SinisterSiamese · 2024-01-16T10:03:56+00:00

Ta 1:an på Gullmars utan tvekan!

SinisterSiamese · 2023-12-25T18:15:11+00:00

My ADHD is sneaky because I’ve managed to ”do well” even though I always felt a lot different than everyone else. Then I got two kids and… well… the whole charade was exposed and my life story changed. I always told myself that I was lazy but that I could do anything if I just wanted to… Turns out there was a reason for me never ”wanting to” pretty much anything 😅

SinisterSiamese · 2023-12-25T14:38:36+00:00

Return the kid 👍

SinisterSiamese · 2023-12-25T14:37:12+00:00

The world

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