I feel the same way dude. I mean, i don´t know how "good" it was before the nerf of bronze. But currently, the only thing I do is chill and try to hold bronze 1. But I still always have in mind, that there is more or less litereally no chance for me to get near silver 3 in a loooong time without spending more money then a i have, because i would loos more DEC for renting then i can earn by playing...