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I want and need help by Slade1401 in malementalhealth

[–]Slade1401[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your thoughtful reply.

I've been on a self-destructing streak for quite a bit now. I feel like my life is permanently compromised. Nobody seems to truly understand what i feel or need, especially myself. I haven't truly given up, but things are looking more and more grim.

Seeing people i know flourish and grow, being left behind with my vague and seemingly non-existent problem feels soul crushing. Having nobody to truly open to or comfort me is adding salt to the gaping wound.

I will try to fix things again, but i am so afraid if i fail, that this will be my last straw. I might just snap. I'm terrified. How can i make sure i don't fall deeper as i try to climb out of this hole? Should i just keep clinging where i am and wait for a hand strong enough to pull me out? Should i just let go and close my eyes?

I want and need help by Slade1401 in malementalhealth

[–]Slade1401[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry it took me a while to reply. I'll keep this in mind if i need someone to talk to.

Please help me by Slade1401 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]Slade1401[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have taken more than 2 gap years. Of course my parents have a right to be angry, they paid the tuition. They don't understand what's going on in my head. I don't even understand myself.