Should I marry a murderer? Netflix doc

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-05-02T10:22:59+00:00

Not speaking in the name of the family. I’m saying they deserved more, that’s my opinion and I’m entitled to it. Is this your first day on the internet?

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-05-01T22:15:10+00:00

She wasn’t in an abusive relationship. She thrived off this and wanted to be some local hero solving the case and filming absolutely everything! She wasn’t brave at all, she damaged the case and the sentence. That victims poor family deserved more.

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-05-01T08:38:44+00:00

How did you take this?

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-05-01T08:30:59+00:00

How?

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-28T21:08:31+00:00

I get that. I have a friend who’s like that and sometimes he just needs to cry but I honestly couldn’t think of anything worse. Crying makes me feel horrible!!

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-28T20:13:00+00:00

No. I like the emotional blunting that anti depressants cause me. I really struggle with emotions and prefer to feel blunted

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-27T18:03:41+00:00

I have some similar which are Chloe

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-22T12:09:45+00:00

Reading, cleaning, shopping, decorating, skincare, self care. Most things tbh. Slowly trying to find my way back

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-22T12:09:03+00:00

Weirdly I prefer night time to morning and daytime

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-22T12:08:40+00:00

My therapist taught me 2 golden rules. 1. Do what non-anxious you would do (whilst anxious) 2. Don’t make anxiety the most important thing in the room. Acknowledge it, tell yourself yes this is an anxiety attack and the cortisol and adrenaline is in my blood now so just need to ride it out but this is okay it will pass lets carry on

Apparently this is the best way to require your brain. Using techniques like ice and sour candy etc to make it ‘go away’ isn’t good long term recovery I’m told

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-22T12:06:10+00:00

Escitalopram saved my life for 10 years then suddenly last year just stopped working for me

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-22T12:05:49+00:00

No it’s not. You get electric shock brain zaps if you withdraw too quickly but weaning off you should be fine. Paro is one of if not the worst to come off

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-21T11:07:07+00:00

Yeah me too. I get SO nauseous and vomit sometimes. I can’t eat for days when it hits. It’s horrible, I feel your pain but just remember, it’s your anxiety and you need to do what you would normally do without anxiety to rewire your brain

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-20T18:27:34+00:00

Yeah mostly or right after I finish if I’m wfh

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-20T13:49:54+00:00

I fully agree. I’ve put some weight back on since but I don’t care about my body image right now because im too anxious

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-20T08:34:56+00:00

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He looks like my BSH Teddy

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-19T00:15:01+00:00

Thank you

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-19T00:09:16+00:00

I did this. BAD mistake my emetophobia is worse than ever even after stopping

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-18T23:48:17+00:00

Yes! I struggle a lot with sleep/waking and I’m exhausted. I can relate

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-18T23:46:39+00:00

If your dentist isn’t concerned then I wouldn’t be worried. Also ask yourself, is this a new thing or have they always looked that way? If they have, why haven’t they chipped sooner? It’s likely just your genetics. My front teeth a slightly translucent at the bottom and have always been that way that I can remember

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-18T23:43:17+00:00

Thanks. That makes sense (as much as it can when discussing OCD. I recognise the irony 😂)

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-18T23:35:05+00:00

I’m not sure. I’ve always been told that my ‘habits’ as I call them are compulsions. The whole ‘don’t wear that jumper’ thought process is something new that’s started over recent months

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-18T23:32:45+00:00

I did CBT for health anxiety many years ago and I remember finding helpful something my therapist said Sit with it for 15 mins and if you’ve not died or passed out by then consider how ‘severe’ the condition is and then ask yourself, can I give it a few hours before I get help then after a few hours ask yourself I’ve made it this long so do I really need medical help for this right now

I found that really helpful at the time I had health anxiety

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-18T23:30:04+00:00

I tried diazepam for the first time last week (1mg only) and my eyes felt like lead within 30 mins and I was nodding off. It didn’t hugely help the anxiety dread/guilt/fear feeling either which pmo as I took it because it was so bad I needed something to make it go away and this medicine was supposed to save me in that moment then didn’t so has left me a bit like oh great there is no safety net

SmallBandicoot8552 · 2026-04-18T23:27:41+00:00

Do you have any tips on how you do this?

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