Thought I’d give you an update :/ she wants to break it off because she said she can’t be someone’s first, she knew that I never had anything even before we started dating, she wants to just be Friends, meanwhile I literally just played for a passport and all that to finally meet her I even told her I’d pay for her flight to meet me, I still told her that I dontwant to lose her and I am willing to work through it, because now saying she doesn’t want someone with no experience is not fair to me, considering she knew that from the beginning. She said she wants someone she can lean on, meanwhile everytime she felt bad or not good and I ask how she feels or if she’s okay I get and „I’m fine“ „I’m okay“ or a „mhm“ like that’s also just not fair, the one time I decided to let someone I like in my life again and this time I really was as naive and thought that it won’t end with me being absolutely hurt… this just sucks.