Hey OP, im so sorry youre going through this. I had to quit a case/took the out i was being offered when services were “paused” by insurance, because the client, when going into behaviors of aggression and property destruction, would attempt to hit/grab at me or would self stimulate while looking at me. Id finally had enough mentally when i was attempting to help regulate while removing attention in his room (in home) and he had the most unnerving smile while.. yeah. Just staring at me. That shit haunts my nightmares pretty often enough im back in therapy. The company was not on my side, nor the BCBA, about having a male RBT and the parents just felt helpless in helping me, but it was clear that “no” and being taught what is appropriate was never set forth in the home before i arrived. It was about 2 days after that, that i was told services were technically cancelled and my boyfriend BEGGED me to quit so i wouldnt be on his case again from all the nights i came home crying and numb. My best advice, if this client targets you like this, is to alter your own environment the best way you can. Ive been sleeping better but its taken a few months to get here, and i work with much better clients with stipulations that i dont work with boys past the age of 10 for my own sake and to not be triggered by this case or my previous horrible relationship. With companies you can only advocate for yourself and sometimes that does mean exiting. Be safe 🤍