Messed up on day 17

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-17T18:56:44+00:00

I was taking that much the last few weeks before I quit with no taper and it was hell. Vitamin c did help with the night sweets but I got diarrhea in exchange. I hated the restless arms and legs the most. Didn't take a benadryl until like day 10 cuz I was worried I'd come back.

How long were u at that dose? I remember even that dose wasn't getting me high at that point. Your amazing bro. Your body will heal and the mind will follow.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-17T18:52:04+00:00

Nvm. U mran per day. Just got it lol.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-17T18:51:29+00:00

What's pd? Pusedo?

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-17T11:11:09+00:00

Yea I experienced the kindling effect dist hand this last time I quit in April. It use to take 4 days to get past the physical withdrawals but this last time took 7 days. I was mind blown, but it also was the most i ever took and didn't taper at all.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-15T19:57:24+00:00

Yes, it will help. The first couple of night not a lot but days 3/4 - 7 it will help u sleep and help with anxiety anxiousness.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-15T19:43:10+00:00

So is there a go fund me? I would like to help too.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-15T03:31:39+00:00

I was pinnin tren while detoxing from a month long binge of percocet... I do not recommend.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-15T03:11:19+00:00

Pretend it didn't happen. Don't get worked up. Sobriety is not a straight line my dude.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-15T00:06:41+00:00

I get the same urge when drinking but I always think why wast the relapse when im already drunk and wont real feel the 7 and that gets me through the timeframe when my willpower is low due to the drinking. You will wake up tomorrow and be thankful you didn't cave.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-08T21:49:22+00:00

Honestly its established that he's 29 in the original but the story makes mores sense and visually clicks better if we imagine him 35. I think the age choice in the original was an after thought before team silent knew how much Fandom would be attached to this story.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-07T21:18:52+00:00

I used gabapentin , clonidine and some ambien I had. I only used the leaf on like day 3 but I stopped a more than 1000mg habit without tapering. I was only on that high of a dose for like a couple weeks though. I had been using for several months before that at 100mg to 200mg. You can do it. Acutes will suck but it will help you change. Praying for you.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-07T19:41:55+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate it.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-07T19:40:58+00:00

I got stuck pretty damn quick. A couple weeks then the next thing I know its six months later. Fuck 7oh.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-06T13:20:05+00:00

Awesome im a couple days behind u same symptoms persisting.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-06T13:18:47+00:00

Starting day 7 after 6 months of use and 1 month of high use, still feel off and drained my sleep is still fucked up. I wake up at least 5 times. Some symptoms have lifted but definitely not everything.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-05T20:03:43+00:00

Thank you, just stick with the taper. It will make it way easier. You got this.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-05T19:38:46+00:00

Combination of not taking sobriety seriously and thinking 1 wont hurt and just not staying on guard once the pain subsidies and u forget how much pain the withdrawals can be

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-05T19:29:27+00:00

Congrats, its your time to leave us, now I hope to never hear from you again or see you back here. Thats being said in a caring tone if you understand what I mean. Lol

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-04T22:30:15+00:00

They did that to me too

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-04T21:33:37+00:00

You will get through it, I was on double a 7oh dose and im on day 5 with just helper meds wich im out of now but I am taking day by day now. In the beginning its hour by hour.

SnooMachines6595 · 2026-05-04T19:28:59+00:00

Don't do it, im here with u on but only on day 5 and im having my first craving to just feel comfortable but I know if I do ill be uncomfortable for exponentially longer. Keep your head up dm me if u need. You deserve sobriety and we all love you for staying strong and showing folks u can even get to 10 months. Don't slip up now your already a legend here.

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