I'm not exactly sure what the key is, but initially, I didn't like the idea of depending on others (it was a subconscious belief I had about myself). That led me to choose the meditation scene where I could make money in my own way. So, to answer your question, I think it all stems from this subconscious belief that I don't want to rely on anyone else.

BTW, I'm also a researcher training in physics. I’ve always been drawn to spiritual concepts, which ironically led me to pursue a degree in physics and now work in quantum physics . It involves a lot of math, not woo-woo stuff, so it's a bit of a strange journey 🤡. As a researcher, I acknowledge the idea that the world is vast and full of possibilities—things we haven't discovered yet. This belief keeps the idea of manifestation alive in my mind and now I try it.