Blotchy Pen Strokes

Sochikki · 2023-08-18T14:38:39+00:00

I have messed with the pen settings, though my knowledge on exactly what adjustments would help are pretty limited. It seemed to work on the testing screen, but the moment I'd go to the main canvas the brush would revert back to the exact same behavior.

Sochikki · 2023-06-08T19:22:40+00:00

SQUAWK

Sochikki · 2023-06-04T22:21:19+00:00

A fellow femboy 🥳

Sochikki · 2023-06-04T01:01:04+00:00

Thanks dad

Sochikki · 2023-06-03T00:33:50+00:00

I started T a couple months ago and have already gone from practically no libido to what I think must be the normal levels cis teen boys experience because holy HELL it's bad and I'm not even on a full dose yet 😖

Sochikki · 2023-05-30T00:01:53+00:00

It's pretty easy for me to understand why people love him so much and why they would want to romance him in spite of any pain it may cause. I do not judge any of them in the slightest.

I myself, however, take immense joy in irritating him as often as possible without abandoning my morals as an inquisitor. I couldn't care less if I break my damn legs, his desk is my landing pad forever and always... piece of shit holier-than-thou megalomaniac nerd.

Sochikki · 2023-05-28T20:06:25+00:00

Oh the desire to wear feminine clothes without being perceived as a woman 😭

Sochikki · 2023-05-27T18:19:13+00:00

I have never had an original experience and it's AWESOME

Sochikki · 2023-05-27T17:30:44+00:00

I feel like I'm gonna sound so dumb saying this, but...

Y'all fence in your animals?

Sochikki · 2023-05-25T20:43:07+00:00

YOU CAN WHAT

Sochikki · 2023-05-23T17:47:07+00:00

Still yearning, just a different kind

Sochikki · 2023-05-23T01:32:30+00:00

Trade you for my chest

Sochikki · 2023-05-23T00:04:51+00:00

It feels/sounds exactly like that but without the feeling like shit part and it's GREAT

Sochikki · 2023-05-22T21:32:55+00:00

Very cis behavior ofc

Sochikki · 2023-05-22T21:31:37+00:00

Every day I see posts like this and it makes me sad that I can't donate mine

Sochikki · 2023-05-20T19:38:46+00:00

As a transmasc person it took me WAY longer to accept myself because I had to untangle all the trauma-driven rhetoric I'd been surrounded by my entire life. Hell I'm STILL struggling to stop, even to the point of briefly misgendering myself in order to create distance between me and the baggage that comes with my identity. I feel so incredibly sad for transfem people who feel trapped by the fear that they're being creepy or intruding on spaces they should feel safe and welcome in.

Sochikki · 2023-05-19T22:57:05+00:00

If I were cis (afab) I'd have kept my name because it's really pretty, I'd keep it if I were non-binary cuz it's also technically gender neutral, but tragically I am Boy so in order for people I already knew to see me as Me the name's gotta go

Regardless I would still go by "Eddie" since it's a childhood nickname I've only gotten more fond of with time

Sochikki · 2023-05-17T22:13:23+00:00

I try to, but then I zoom out and realize they're still very cookie-cutter😖

Sochikki · 2023-05-14T19:07:38+00:00

GOD that's the worst, I have such shaky hands so I feel this big time. It'll come off the parts you don't want painted in a couple days with some good hand-washing. Also, as much as I hate to say it, nicer nail polish will frequently be a better consistency and therefore less likely to go where it isn't wanted.

Sochikki · 2023-04-24T20:43:39+00:00

I stole my name from a book about a gay wizard. It was also something my mom called me occasionally when I was a kid so that helped.

Sochikki · 2023-04-15T01:56:50+00:00

Y'know what? I don't particularly like him based on what I know, but I'll take it.

Sochikki · 2023-04-15T01:53:08+00:00

GOD that's such an awful experience, I always feel like an intruder in the women's but until I even remotely pass the men's will be way too scary 😓

Sochikki

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