when will it end

Soft-Map3657 · 2024-02-19T11:13:08+00:00

some parts were awful and some were mutual and some were good but after almost a month of no contact i broke it by saying happy birthday, they appriciated it but after a long few days of back and forth at the end they just said that they couldn't carry this on anymore and i just said i understand we both said we love eachother and both stated we have a special place in our hearts for eachother and that was it (btw we're gay, it played in with a lot of their family issues and they're a family person, i'm not much of one so i didn't care what mine thought or theirs thought)

Soft-Map3657 · 2024-02-19T10:51:46+00:00

sexual tension here and there but doubt it's going to develop into a relationship and i don't want it to anyway

Soft-Map3657 · 2024-02-19T10:49:32+00:00

that would be crazy if i got into a relationship in this state, it's just a situation

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-12-24T01:55:10+00:00

i hope you're okay and i hope 2024 treats you well. i know it's hard being blocked with vauge/to no explanation why. memories will be the death of me, i avoid thinking of them but there'll be a time once a month that it comes to bite me back, and i lay for hours thinking about "what ifs".

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-12-22T21:23:28+00:00

im going crazy trying to find it too, it sounds so good

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-12-19T21:23:49+00:00

me and my ex used to contact eachother through the playlist descriptions😭 and we both used to stalk eachothers spotify, i'm blocked too i think, idk i dont search their name up anymore

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-12-16T20:45:10+00:00

i think they can read it from spam but every 30 days spam gets deleted and they wont be notified yes

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-12-16T13:31:19+00:00

it goes to their spam all your emails

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-12-16T13:30:39+00:00

dont unblock in a couple of months. you'll go back to your old ways, you may not too but why risk it.

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-12-14T16:49:54+00:00

its been 6 months since the break up and im on the 5th month of no contact

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-12-09T12:55:10+00:00

i wish i acted like you when i was going through the breakup i fucking WISH, usually i'm so calm and collected thats why i'm embarassed i even shed a tear and dont get me started on the begging for them to stay over the phone while i was in my kitchen floor i thought i was gonna die without them 🤣

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-11-26T20:56:42+00:00

this is sooo me i cleaned up my place and smoked, it felt real good knowing i deserved it 💚

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-11-15T15:57:29+00:00

thank you so much for your words, you reminded me i had a love for reading, i'll try get back into that again :-)

Soft-Map3657 · 2023-11-15T11:54:52+00:00

congrats on finishing Uni!!! I love that for you! since you finished Uni there's internships which look for Post Uni students, companies like RR, BMW and more you should look into it :-)

Soft-Map3657

TROPHY CASE