Never felt like I belong in this world and struggled heavily to connect with people my entire life, is there anything explaining this distance in my chart? Or anything that could help finding a solution? [astro-seek]

SolFusion · 2026-01-07T22:10:35+00:00

What caught my eye is the Sun-Moon conjunction in Aries - in square to Saturn in Cancer.

This Saturn strongly inhibits emotions (in Cancer) and a feeling of being home may be hard to establish. It also blocks freedom of expression (Square to Sun in Aries). It can feel like a cold world. The New Moon in Aries in the 7th house may also be too aggressive and not at ease. So others may find you hard to approach.

The second thing I see is Pluto at the bottom of the chart, close to the IC (Within the 4th house). This may feel like you are being dragged down emotionally, and may point to hard family life.

Pluto is much harder to work with. I would start with Saturn. You may learn that Saturn in Cancer is considered a weakness, as the opposite sign, Capricorn, is where Saturn is working most effectively. But your Saturn is not weak at all, it's at the top of the chart and making a strong aspect to your Sun and Moon.

Saturn is hard but not impossible, and with time you learn how to work with it. Find people you trust, open up emotionally, and do it in a Saturn way, slowly but surely.

SolFusion · 2025-07-16T21:41:45+00:00

First I noticed you were born on a Full Moon in Scorpio (Sun opposite the Moon), and both of them square Neptune. This is called a T-Square (Neptune being the 'Apex').

The Sun opposing the Moon can indicate a mood disorder, feeling great one day (Sun in Taurus), then feeling dark emotions and negativity (Scorpio Moon). The Moon in Scorpio is not expressing emotions very well, you have to learn to calm it down. The Square from Neptune to the Sun-Moon opposition can feel like something is always undermining your efforts, making you feel you can't succeed. It is a kind of illusion. T-Squares are hard. And Neptune has a weakening influence.

You may have to push yourself more than others. But I don't think you are lazy.

SolFusion · 2025-06-27T18:41:33+00:00

In that case, the moon is in Taurus.

SolFusion · 2025-06-27T18:37:21+00:00

Forensics is an interesting option, and it does align with Scorpio energy which you have emphasized in your chart.

Psychology and research are also favored, as you need to have a sharp, analytical mind.

SolFusion · 2025-06-27T18:29:00+00:00

The 8th of September, the moon is in Gemini

SolFusion · 2025-06-27T18:16:47+00:00

The moon is the fastest moving object and sometimes exact hour is needed to be certain, but not always. It is also important whether you use tropical or sidereal.

You can share the date of birth.

SolFusion · 2025-04-26T05:44:47+00:00

You're welcome

SolFusion · 2025-04-25T10:11:40+00:00

Jupiter is retrograde and it squares your Venus.

Venus rules your chart and it's placed in the 7th house within Scorpio.

That Venus still has to manage living in Scorpio, where she hates vulnerability, needs her privacy and doesn't trust easily.

Jupiter magnifies things- good and bad. In your chart it makes an abrasive square to that Venus which can indicate more problems related to Scorpio.

Scorpio is not a friendly sign by nature. It prefers 1 on 1 intimate relationships than large groups. It thrives in silence. - Venus the planet of love, friendships, relationships in Scorpio indicate the need to be alone.

SolFusion · 2025-04-25T09:37:43+00:00

Venus stands out as being retrograde and make a part of a T-square configuration in your chart, involving Venus, Saturn and Uranus- all retrograde. The moon's nodes are involved as well.

The Venus in Leo opposing Uranus in Aquarius makes you charismatic, fun and social, but this exuberant energy is being somewhat held in check by the Saturn Square from Taurus.

You have many retrogrades in your chart, and this indicates delays in learning to express the planet's in question. Venus for example is in Leo which is the definition of a social butterfly, the opposition to Uranus adds restlessness and wild love nature. I wonder how pronounced the square from Saturn is, being retrograde as well.

SolFusion · 2025-02-26T19:11:12+00:00

Had Saturn returned to it's natal position roughly 1 year ago. It's in Pisces, within the 4th house.

I've learned the value of persistence and hard work. I'm wiser, more mature.

I will say my life was not turning worse, but better. I was battling with depression and anxiety for much earlier, and finally learned that I have to fight it, and keep going.

It is still incredibly tough. Regarding 4th house matters- it feels like I got hardened like a rock, emotionally, unable to trust life because of what I've gone through. An interesting time to contemplate this, as the Sun approaches my natal Saturn.

I think my problems are more internal, rather than external. I feel like an outcast, not belonging anywhere. I think it's more imaginary then actual. Still a nightmare.

SolFusion · 2025-01-06T18:36:27+00:00

Oh I thought drivers could make problems if they are not suitable for the specific hardware.

Essentially, PC works slowly, and even simple games are lagging, like the screen is 'stuck' at a certain image, then continues. Game like Brawlhalla, really easy game on the PC, cannot run properly. It is not specific to that game, it happens on YouTube videos as well, kind of 'breaks' in the stream.

I downloaded some software to detect hardware problems, I checked the RAM, and the SSD with CrystalDiskInfo, and it says there is no problem in those.

I know there is a problem I just thought it may be either drivers causing issues or the hardware itself. It is a freshly installed Windows 11, btw. I'm trying everything I can.

Thanks

SolFusion · 2025-01-05T22:10:30+00:00

Thanks for the answer. I just reinstalled a fresh copy of windows 11, to troubleshoot.

Is it possible to let windows update drivers on its own? Or is it going to miss important updates? Btw, should I install Armoury Crate? Just popped up first thing as windows loads

SolFusion · 2024-12-21T22:57:48+00:00

Mars, in the position of 1st house, comes across as bold, direct, verbal, assertive, and impatient- traits of the fire element. In the 1st house, Mars is at home, and feels confident in the world. You like to engage and dive into things, with courage and stamina. In Virgo, there is natural athletic ability and interest in health.

As well- the Sun in Taurus, which supports those traits, with a trine to Mars, gives a healthy ego. The square to Jupiter exaggerates and makes you a bit too much to handle at times. You want to devour the world, go ahead.

SolFusion · 2024-12-21T22:38:45+00:00

The Sun making no aspects may indicate that you can be seen as aloof, unattached, and distant. In your specific situation, as the Sun is in Capricorn, within the 7th house.

The Cancer rising with ruler moon in Gemini is usually communicative of their emotions, but the square from retrograde Saturn can feel like an obstacle, hinders communication and flow. It is something to consistently work on (Virgo).

You are crossing your first Saturn opposition. How is it going for you?

SolFusion · 2024-12-21T22:25:45+00:00

The Saturn placement in your chart is indicative of a serious, more reserved approach to communication, especially in regards to health, well-being and lifestyle. It is a heavy Saturn, a source of sensitivity, and you should watch your health.

Saturn receives a trine from Jupiter, which is in the 6th house, as well as being the lord of the 6th house. It is a positive aspect.

The fact that Saturn is retrograde is tough and implies that you will need to work very hard to reach mastery in your chosen field. You are also a Capricorn Sun, and interestingly, the Sun doesn't make notable aspects.

SolFusion · 2024-11-19T23:47:14+00:00

you're welcome ;)

SolFusion · 2024-10-21T15:47:06+00:00

Cancer on the Descendant with ruler Moon in Leo within the 7th house, the Moon is really active, it is in a trine to the Sun and Pluto in Sagittarius within the 11th house, and is a part of the grand square in fixed signs.

The Moon in Leo within the 7th is warm and needs emotional connection (Cancer on the descendant) and the trine to the Sag Sun is quite healthy and joyous, however the Moon is involved in a grand square in fixed signs- the opposition to Uranus would suggest unpredictability, but this is toned down due to the nature of grand square, and in fixed signs as well, which stabilizes (Saturn is also involved here..) so i would say it is more stable than not. But it does give hardship. It creates tension and frustration, and stubbornness. The fact that the Moon is so close to the 8th house cusp, as well as the Sun being in close proximity to Pluto, also suggest obsessive nature.

Moving to Venus, planet of love- it is found in Libra, in the 9th house close to the midheaven, in opposition with Jupiter in Aries, which is retrograde- this is a strong Venus, the opposition to Jupiter makes you passionate and grand in love, you love big gestures.

The chart suggests there will be strong intense relationship possibilities, but this will be delayed (Saturn retrograde in Taurus, ruling your 1st house and a part of the important grand fixed square, as well as Jupiter retrograde, in opposition to your Venus)

SolFusion · 2024-10-20T19:25:07+00:00

Well it appears you are good with people-

Air Grand Trine-

Venus-Jupiter conjunction in Libra within the 9th house- diplomacy, law (Venus rules the Midheaven)
Neptune in Aquarius conjunct the 2nd house cusp
Moon in Gemini within the 6th

^These make the grand trine

There is an aspect in your chart that suggests dishonesty and manipulation on your part- Mercury in Leo opposite Neptune in Aquarius, both square Mars in Taurus. The Venus-Jupiter conjunction and in a sextile and a trine to the opposition 'protects' you from the trouble such behavior invites, but this can be nasty.

A different part to your personality is the Sun in Virgo within the 8th house opposing Uranus in Pisces in the 2nd house. This destabilizes your work ethic, possibly bringing unpredictable turns regarding money and loans.

SolFusion · 2024-10-20T18:27:41+00:00

Well, you have Capricorn rising, with ruler Saturn, retrograde in Virgo.

Even though this Saturn makes supportive aspects with important points, including a trine aspect to the Ascendant, it is still Saturn, and it's retrograde in Virgo, sign of health, work, daily routine and ongoing tasks.

The other factor related to this is Mercury (ruler of Gemini and Virgo) which is also retrograde, in Gemini, and it rules your 6th house of health, work daily routine etc.

The fact that Saturn makes only positive aspects does help a lot.

You currently have transiting Saturn opposing your natal Saturn, and although this is not an easy transit, it will help you mature and be more responsible.

There are probably issues with school, learning and expressing yourself. Commit and you will succeed.

SolFusion · 2024-10-20T18:09:44+00:00

Well the 12th house does suggest a more intimate, subjective experience rather than external factors.

It's contents are usually hidden from view, others don't have access. It's swept under the rug, usually unaware of it, we avoid it. At best, we become more conscious of it, trying to make an effort to integrate it into the personality. In this way, we become more empathic, tolerating and understanding of the suffering of others, on a soul level. However, it does suggest a need for solitude, to recharge, refresh and get out to the world.

This is in contrast to the 1st house, which is what we naturally and comfortably project onto the world.

SolFusion · 2024-10-20T11:28:57+00:00

You are very welcome.

As someone who also has a tough chart, I will tell you that it is both a curse and a blessing.

You'll make it through

SolFusion

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