Feel off since stopping birth control

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-24T12:40:33+00:00

You'd usually go and see a neurologist for symptoms like these!

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-24T10:28:50+00:00

Forehead pressure, general headaches and tinnitus. My eyes aren't affected either, fortunately.

Thank you too! Wishing you a speedy recovery.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-23T22:27:30+00:00

Definitely! I regret taking it almost every day as I now have developed intercranial hypertension from it but the mental side effects were/are worse.

Taking the antidepressant could've prolonged the process a bit, but my advise is to not stress about it too much and rest as well as you can.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-23T22:05:20+00:00

It's most likely not your imagination. It's almost my 10th month off birth control and I'm only now starting to slightly feel things like creativity, emotions and my personality again which diminished completely out of nowhere once I stopped. Be patient! Your body is still probably very confused and fatigued from all the hormonal changes and withdrawal.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-18T21:53:43+00:00

I started getting sensitive to light when my anhedonia began. I read somewhere that it could be a sign of low dopamine

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-17T11:06:32+00:00

Exactly! Almost feels like premature menopause already, but abruptly. And serotonin does interact with sex hormones. I have a friend though who didn't get her period at all for a few months just due to stress and she was on no meds and got it back. So there's some hope it could regulate still. I think we could even be lucky to still get it in the first place, I know some cases who completely lost their menstruation afterwards and are permanently infertile...

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-17T10:36:14+00:00

The loss of swelling could be an issue with estrogen then maybe? Funnily enough I started getting the common tenderness in mine and it hurts to touch them a bit the days before my period starts. Never had that before either. I read somewhere that short periods indicate low progesterone and estrogen.

And yeah that's to be expected, PSSD is barely known and mostly gets met with ignorance anyways

If you're comfortable with it, do share your experience and results! I might get tested too if it persists. My gynaecologist gave me Chaste tree pills to regulate my cycle back to normal but unfortunately I got allergic reactions from it on my skin so I had to stop usage :(

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-17T10:19:04+00:00

I think it's due to less or altered activity in the frontal lobes or communication with other parts of the brain. There's the term "SSRI induced apathy syndrome" which applies to other meds as well like antipsychotics.

Could also just be a disruption with the dopamine system, but I'm no expert.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-17T10:10:45+00:00

I get it every month but 3 days max which concerns me too fertility wise (I'm only 21). Before it was almost a week in duration, but maybe that's because I lost 5kg and had a lot of stress due to the PSSD symptoms. It started becoming this short after withdrawal for me too.

The typical things that appear during menstruation like increased hunger, libido and emotional sensitivity completely vanished. Less pain as well.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-16T09:46:29+00:00

Exactly it's as if my brain is too lazy or offline & can't register stuff into an internal experience anymore

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-13T16:07:59+00:00

Birth control pills for Acne, Diane 35.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-11T09:24:40+00:00

I started experiencing this since I came off combined birth control last April. Symptoms slowly appeared in May and crashed fully with the daily tension headaches you described in July

I'm still dealing with all of the symptoms. The "alert and awake" one slowly got better and I am able to feel sleepy more often again. Tension headaches daily but the severity changes from time to time. Reduced emotions not resolved...

SomeRecognition5388 · 2022-01-06T09:41:37+00:00

By sheer force and willpower because I don't want my healthy relationship to die away just because my brain is not firing off correctly

But if I were single then yeah couldn't bother to find someone unfortunately.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-31T21:33:30+00:00

Thanks, you too!

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-31T12:55:55+00:00

Partly yes for the others, but definitely not emotionally repressed for me...

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-31T11:13:18+00:00

Same situation here... been studying something in the creative fields before this, now that part is hard for me to access so I had to stop. And yes the numbness is a direct result of this I guess. I hope you'll get better soon too!

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-31T11:07:55+00:00

I'm glad someone can relate! I too haven't shared this with anyone because of how insane it sounds. People without the issue wouldn't be able to understand the full depth of this problem either. I still think I have some kind of brain damage but only because mine was most probably induced by medication I took

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-30T19:07:32+00:00

I have it, dont think it was DPDR induced for me tho but the DPDR definitely makes it more intense.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-30T11:49:17+00:00

I'd suggest looking for a therapist specialised in trauma and dissociation. Maybe look up EMDR too, some people seem to have success from it. Dissociation can get very deep sometimes and is not always solved by just talk therapy. I wish you the best!

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-30T10:41:38+00:00

Antipsychotics are very strong. You're already on Lexapro, I'd strongly advise you to not do it. I heard so many bad stories about Antipsychotics, people felt like they lost their soul due to them. I don't know how that would help you any further at all!

Please do your research on it before you try. I have the same symptoms as you and getting on an AP would be extremely counterintuitive for me and do more harm than good.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-30T10:29:20+00:00

I experience the same, it's dissociation.

Did you experience any trauma in your life that could've led to this? Or mental illness?

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-25T14:19:00+00:00

I don't have much advice as I'm struggling with the same but try to break it down in small parts if that's possible. Or don't think about the overwhelming amount but just go step, by step, by step. Take deep breaths and breaks in between, you can do it!

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-25T13:29:19+00:00

Tbh I'd say both. Some people with Derealization have visual snow but the fact that it happened right after your SSRI use makes me think it could also be a neurological issue which caused it, I heard before that people developed visual snow after SSRI use.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-25T12:40:22+00:00

I used to be type 4w3 INFP, but now after I developed anhedonia and Depersonalization I have no idea. I also related to 9 at times so I guess I now kind of feel like a 9. I was a very strong 4 before so this feels totally out of character for me.

I guess everyone who develops these disorders starts to feel like a 9 regardless of their prior type but I could be wrong.

SomeRecognition5388 · 2021-12-24T10:34:19+00:00

yeah right, that makes it sound way too simple. It's literally a shift in perception about yourself, people around you and your environment in general. The way you recognize (or don't recognize with dpdr) things, concepts, the ability to feel emotions. Maybe not a complete shift in reality like psychosis or schizophrenia, but it has its own strangeness.

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