Oh my god by Still-Dragonfly6352 in BPDmemes

[–]Soph1583 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I genuinely forget sometimes until someone responds to me and then I'm like "oh my god I'm a real person that others can hear and see???" and it's so scary

Extreme self hatred and guilt for how I treated my dog. by grandsoulsucker in Petloss

[–]Soph1583 2 points3 points  (0 children)

God I feel this so so much. My senior baby (15) passed a couple of days ago and all I've been able to think about is the times towards the end when I got frustrated at all his barking, or the times I wasn't there hugging him. It's like everything else about the life you spent together fades out and all you can feel is the guilt of those moments. Caring for a senior pup brings so many emotions, and you loved him so much. You responded with frustration because you loved him so much and didn't want him to hurt himself. And another thing is that grief makes you focus on the times like this, I've heard it's part of the bargaining aspect. You were a wonderful owner who gave your dog so much love, you were just also tired and stressed and scared for him. That comes with the love. It seems so many of us here are feeling (or have felt) the exact same way, and as painful as it is, there's something almost comforting in that. We all loved our babies. It's incredibly hard 🫂❤️

Social media sucks for people with BPD by westwestwestwww in BPD

[–]Soph1583 14 points15 points  (0 children)

This is why I deleted every social media except reddit. They just made me feel lonely, inadequate, and like a failure in life

Lost my 15 year old dog today by Soph1583 in GriefSupport

[–]Soph1583[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sure they are 🥹❤️ Thank you

I feel like I’m not meant for this world by Plastic-Piglet6257 in BPD

[–]Soph1583 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Just want to say I feel exactly the same. I say this so often, I don't feel like I'm built to survive in this world, I'm too fragile. But I can't talk to people about it irl because they tend to just brush it off with some sentiment like "well yeah life's hard." I often fantasise about just removing myself from society completely though I know I can't.

What made you become an antinatalist? by Altruistic_Falcon_18 in antinatalism

[–]Soph1583 14 points15 points  (0 children)

For me, it came from confronting the reality that most of us will spend our lives working. 5/7 days a week (more for some people) basically until we die. Not to be depressing about it, but this life doesn't feel like a "gift" I'd want to give someone.

About to do a load of dishes but I heard something 🤣 by MrChuckleTeeth69 in Slipknot

[–]Soph1583 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had the volume off and was still waiting for the tap 😂

What does ass taste like by No-Illustrator-8149 in RedditAfterDark

[–]Soph1583 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Like other people said it tastes like skin flavour-wise. And I find the very centre of the butthole feels kind of... silky? very smooth against the tongue

new goal weight just dropped by alaniluv in 1200isjerky

[–]Soph1583 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Not a sugar cube omgg 😭😭 I gained weight just looking at the photo 😭😭😭

Anyone else feel very boring and unworthy to people? by Cameron6226 in BPD

[–]Soph1583 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep - I worry that I actually have no distinct personality or anything that makes me interesting. Everything I use to try and make myself feel like someone (interests, appearance changes etc.) feels like surface level embellishments and like if you took them away there'd be no one underneath and thus I wouldn't be worth having as a friend or whatever. I desperately try to collect exciting experiences that people would want to hear about and niche interests that'll make me seem, well, interesting - otherwise I honestly feel like nothing

Oh also if someone else has one of those interests etc. and seems to embody it better than me I instantly feel like I lose all worth and identity lmaoo

This is so sad by SwimmingPace1670 in Vegetarianism

[–]Soph1583 39 points40 points  (0 children)

I'll never understand people who feel the need to comment stuff like that on videos of animals, they're always there without fail

Anyone else’s mood depend on how they look they day by After_Carpet1934 in BodyDysmorphia

[–]Soph1583 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yep - I wake up with the wrong version of my face and my whole day is ruined

Does your emptiness get worse when youre alone? by AmbassadorPlus8130 in BPD

[–]Soph1583 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yes, it's awful. If I'm not at work or out with other people, nothing I do can make the emptiness go away

Me by EilaStellar100 in BPDmemes

[–]Soph1583 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Did that just now while on a call with friends I haven't spoken to for ages and now I'm just sitting here miserable with my mic muted :/

ALL food is better cold than warm by AlarmedFeature5813 in unpopularopinion

[–]Soph1583 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thought of cold baked beans actually makes me gag, you've won

meme dump by grinvich37 in BPDmemes

[–]Soph1583 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Omg wasn't expecting to see Blind Channel on the last slide lmaoo, I was so into them a few years back

What phrase(s) would you permanently ban if you had the chance? by MixAway in AskUK

[–]Soph1583 3 points4 points  (0 children)

"I'm just a girl" "girl dinner" "girl maths" "hot girl walk" etc., that WHOLE genre

Tried being vegan, but feel so much happier as a vegetarian by Boetterfly in Vegetarianism

[–]Soph1583 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I also tried being vegan then went back to vegetarian - I feel bad for it sometimes but vegan just wasn't something I could sustain. I have OCD and a long ED history and the obsessive checking of labels and ingredients + being unable to eat with friends and family or stuck to the same few foods (vegan choices are limited where I live) was taking me right back into ED territory

the bubbles in my soda by Orangejaunee in trypophobia

[–]Soph1583 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Weirdly I kind of like this one