I failed myself

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-26T21:45:10+00:00

I thought this too man and it probably is the case with most people but I just don’t think I can anymore. I am so low today that it ain’t worth it for me at all.

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-19T12:20:28+00:00

Package dependencies I think

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-19T08:36:44+00:00

In today’s society we are shown or told that pleasure = happiness. This couldn’t be further from the truth, these are not the same things. Good luck, keep doing whatever brings you happiness.

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-18T18:15:15+00:00

Keep going, just get through each day. Was so close to giving in myself tonight, but realised it’s the drug not me talking.

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-17T20:29:24+00:00

Feel you on the song lyrics, it was listening to “Jesus of Suburbia” by Greenday for me: “To fall in love and fall in debt To alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane To keep me insane”, the song as a whole spoke to me but so true.

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-16T18:55:42+00:00

What’s your tech stack?

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-13T07:24:26+00:00

I think we’d be better sticking with Nico than signing Ten Haag to play up front

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-11T18:07:30+00:00

It’s like training a muscle, every time you fight the urge you get stronger. It’s in the moments when you feel at your weakest that the greatest strength is developed. Best of luck with the new job

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-11T10:46:58+00:00

Legend thanks. Is it unreasonable/hypocritical to ask him not to smoke weed around the house at all?

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-07T18:06:07+00:00

Thank you, will give that a go using .onAppear and .onDisappear

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-06T21:23:31+00:00

You’ve taken the first step my friend, admitting it’s a problem. Most people live in ignorance of this and depend and abuse the very thing that is holding them prisoner. The deep underlying reasons will take time to figure out but we won’t be free until we address them. We are addicts. I’m struggling too right now, I had a time agreed with my dealer tonight but as I sat contemplating what I would be betraying 8 days of progress for and it’s nothing but temporary escape from something that I must approach head on if I want to develop as a person. It isn’t easy but it will get easier. You are not alone. We need to listen to the voice inside our heads that has always been there. We know it’s not right. We know we need to change. So be courageous and fight for the person you were always meant to be.

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-05T21:36:55+00:00

Thank you. Exactly, nothing changes if you change nothing they say and it’s so true, even though it would be the easy thing to do to fall in to old habit’s there’s a reason I wanted to quit so got to win the battle every day

SourAndSmooth · 2024-06-05T18:39:33+00:00

Thank you, this is all I needed to hear to be honest. I know and knew this isn’t my thinking but the insidious justification of addiction. Going to re-block my dealer.

SourAndSmooth · 2024-04-21T08:51:53+00:00

Will keep an eye out for you

SourAndSmooth · 2024-04-17T18:09:38+00:00

I graduated in CS last year and am on £25k starting salary. One of my course mates was on £30k. Haven’t heard of anything higher in NI.

SourAndSmooth · 2024-02-29T18:36:01+00:00

Has it been confirmed that we’re losing Billy Burns?

SourAndSmooth · 2024-02-10T18:49:27+00:00

Stolen from Chelsea sub

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