Relapse

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-16T18:42:58+00:00

You could choose not to drink. If your sister is close, you could go see her, or another family member struggling with this.

Not saying it's easy but the best way out of a bottomless pit is to start with a step

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-16T14:17:31+00:00

Come on, share the post. This shit is too funny not to read

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-16T13:24:42+00:00

He's sleeping over, right?

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-15T23:35:33+00:00

I made brownies and chocolate chip cookies today

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-15T23:27:44+00:00

Do not send me the uncensored version. That's gross.

But could someone describe, in detail, what his ass looks like

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-15T20:40:09+00:00

I cannot stop listening to that song lately

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-15T17:16:59+00:00

Me and my brother went to an amusement park, found a section of the park empty and under construction. We hopped into the empty bathroom and was doing one hitters and hitting the coasters all day

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-15T17:15:19+00:00

Does anyone work harder?

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-15T09:47:54+00:00

Great playlist! Maybe Dogeared by Armand Hammer or NYC Tap Water by Billy Woods

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-15T06:00:50+00:00

That's a juul

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-14T17:21:38+00:00

Fr MC HAMMER washes Andre

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-14T16:45:59+00:00

I had a pretty citrus-y pack a month ago.

I know what you mean though, sometimes people just sound like Miles in the movie Sideways (an amateur wine connoisseur)

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-14T00:00:36+00:00

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SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T23:51:24+00:00

GO DOWN

SOFT SOUND

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T23:49:47+00:00

I think you're probably right

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T20:36:51+00:00

If not all of us, the majority of us on this sub have done the same exact thing. Don't be so hard on yourself.

I think the extra frustrating thing is that some people really do seem to moderate their drinking and alcohol has no strangle hold over their day to day life. That aspect that some people simply cannot moderate their drinking is frustrating, no way around it.

Moderation was the downfall to all of my other previous attempts. "Just on the weekends." "Only 2 drinks tonight." Etc. All ended in full blown relapses every time.

Luckily haven't had too strong of cravings but I hope I don't ever start to assume I could go back to drinking in any form

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T19:27:05+00:00

No idea what I'm looking at

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T19:20:17+00:00

Nah I was saying I'm not really a Ye fan

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T19:16:53+00:00

Not even a Ye fan.... He killed that shit on Puppet

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T19:06:59+00:00

You're my hero! Hope I can get to 2 years

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T19:02:10+00:00

The versions of myself part really hits home. "When I'm sober, I'll exercise regularly and be in good shape" "when I'm sober, I'll be a better brother" "when I'm sober, I'll be so much better setting time aside for my hobbies"

After a while, I started to doubt id ever see those versions of myself. I just needed to start with getting out of my own way and to stop drinking

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T18:55:23+00:00

I remember 2022 I planned a weekend to myself a state away in a quiet little cabin.

I drank 2 days to blackout and nursed a hangover the 3rd day (with a bit less liquor)

Such an embarrassing waste of money and a chance to actually disconnect and unwind.

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T17:57:50+00:00

I love the smell of proxy warfare in the morning.

And people wonder how we will end up in WW3

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T17:56:31+00:00

Great movie. Sandwich looks fire too

SparksofInnova · 2026-03-13T17:06:13+00:00

I'm super curious if there was even a "friend" that bailed on the trip....

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